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Song: Late Show
by: GARDEN

Looks like i'm going to watch Speed Racer after all.

Lol.

Laughed a lot today.

One word that sums up today: Tired.

Tsk tsk. NAFA(?) is coming soon. I need to buy jogging shoes to start training my stamina.

GG for 2.4 km ~_~

Now is the time i wish money will fall from the sky, with my allowance cut because i have no school on fridays, i think i need to fast everyday in school to buy what i want.


Oh OH OHHH! I just remembered that my egg sandwich is still in my bag!!!!!!!!

LOL

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20080505/tap-345582-231650b.html


Was damn surprised to see Dunman Secondary School near the end of the news.

Don't even ask me why i surfed for news like that.

Saw a les couple while bus-ing back home just now.
They were sitting opposite of us. There were a few times they start kissing each other. Not too hard though.
Les couples are more open about their relationship than gay couples here.

Sis made me laugh because she was clearly disappointed that the couples that sat opposite us were not gay couple.

My mum asked me why was i doing homework last minute.

Tsk tsk. That's not last minute, that's called "procrastination".



明日は日本の子供の日です！
子供になりたいよ！

Quiz time!

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking. You are not too sure what your place in the world is yet. You often feel invisible in a crowd. Your gift is having good ears. You are naturally musical, and you pick up foreign languages easily. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

Your Love is Based on Affection

Your need for love is very primal and basic. You can't imagine living without love. And for you, love is something that's best expressed through touch. You're always up for a hug or a cuddle. And you feel a bit rejected when you don't get enough affection. Whether you're sharing a blanket or sharing an order of fries, you thrive when you're close to the person you love. Why your love can last: You express your love freely and frequently Why your love can fail: You can come off as clingy, and this freaks people out

What Is Your Love Based On?

You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy

Not that you'd want to anyway! You're incredibly loyal and honest... Definitely not the cheating kind.

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest. However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are! Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk. You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood! You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse.

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

Tsk. I'm proud to be born in the year of Snake yo.

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

Holy! I've made the right choice!!! LMAO!

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

There! The end of my quiz craze (for now).

Song: BELIEVER
by: meth.

Today is just a typical Saturday afternoon for me. I lazed around a lot while me and sis cleaned out the hamsters' cages, mainly because my nose decided to be an ass and started itching and i can't stop sneezing. Even up to this moment, my nose is still feeling very uncomfortable. In addition to my nose's condition, my right eye started itching and tearing.

So there are some changes made officially to the hamsters' arrangement.
There were actually a total of 4 cages. We moved Kiki to Kira's cage after Zou had passed on so that these 2 oldies can have each other as companions. And earlier this week, Yuki decided that she couldn't stand seeing Yuko in the same cage and started attacking her for no reason, so we moved Yuko to live with Yuya.
I felt bad about separating Yuko because Yuko and Yumi are actually quite close, but i guess it can't be help.

In short, we have now 3 cages instead of 4 and the number of hamsters in each cage is like this: 2-0-2-2.

Lol, this number looks like some 4D betting number. Anyone up for it?
Me? Ahh...i don't gamble =D
Then why do you think i spend every Chinese New Year's celebration in my grandma's house looking at my cousins and sis play Majong and Black Jack?
Black Jack gets boring after a while and i have totally forgotten how to play Majong even though i have learnt it for like 3 times?

Tsk tsk. I'm hopless in things like that =3

Ishii Tatsuya!!!
Need to listen to him more, but i heard that his stuff is hard to find x_x

Wee.
Nothing much happened today.
I'm thinking of changing my blog. Either to another URL or move to LJ altogether.
I'm laughing at my current blogger URL.
It's so not me. xD
I'm ok~ with cheese. Not a fanatic or whatsoever.
People think i'm a cheese freak. =P
But i'm really lazy to move! And i won't want to delete this blog. All my memories- good, bad, serious, emo, crazy times are here.

Speaking of new blog, i think i might need to change my layout soon. LOL.
I realised i can't stick to a single layout long enough.
But i do not have enough inspirations to create a new header. And doing headers with no inspirations drains me a lot.

*random*
Oh yes, i need to change my desktop picture too xD
My current one looks too....plain?

Song: Believe
by: Folder 5

Lols. I'm putting all the songs i have on shuffle again. It sort of surprises me the kind of song i used to love/ still loves now. Happy, pop songs are no no for me but i guess this does not apply to One Piece's openings :)
They are really fun to listen.
I hate rap, but Thank You by Home Made Kazoku is really fun to rap with. Esp the parts where i messed up just to catch up with them xD

Anway, came back at around 9+ from Plaza Singapura.
Iron Man was quite ok i think. The sound effects are a little too much for my poor ears, but i sort of like Iron Man. I think it's the mask that makes him cute. HAHAHA.

I'm not a movie person, because after every movie i watched, i'll just stone and keep quiet. Ate dinner at a near-by food court with the gang. I swear i've never ate so much for sooo long. I'm cutting down on the portions i'm eating now, so that Katsu Don was a little too much for me.
And the MSG they added into the food is TOO MUCH. I'm sooooooooooo thirsty that i need whole lot of water to quench the thirst, but my stomach is too bloated now to take in anymore water =\

Oh yea and i watched the Speed Racer (or something) trailer at the cinema. I almost burst out laughing when i saw Rain xD
For some reason, Rain makes me laugh xD

I'm soo not going to watch Speed Racer.
I'll watch Kung-Fu Panda!!! I watched the trailer with Sis on Gaia Online. Damn cute can!
I'm ironic. I don't like movies in general but i won't hesitate to watch animations in cinema xD

That being said, i still have a lot of fun with you guys today :)
Thank you!

Song: Keishou no Izumi
by: Juka

*random*
Listening to Juka reminds me that he and I share the same birth date. q<


Ironman-ing with the gang later!
But will be sitting alone because of...erm, my stupidness :)
It's ok, i've watched movies alone before so i'm not really too bothered by it.
Just hope that there won't some weird people sitting beside me.


I'm seriously slacking ne?
Honestly i'm too lazy to write crap for the TRIF proposal. Think i will be sleeping darn late tonight. Well i'll be fine if i upload before 9am on Fri.

Seriously, i should stop blogging about my life so often.
Hah.
And seriously, i should catch up on my reading. Looks like people around me are avid readers and they put me to shame =(
Well, for starters, i should read books/ writers recommended by anis and nettie :)
Murakami Haruki huh?
Went to TP library early yesterday before my TRIF started just to find books from her and it turned out that TP has VERY poor collections of Murakami.
Maybe regional library would have fare better.

I should ask around for depressing book plots too. Biographies would be good. Chinese Cinderella made me cry like a tap. Think i finished the book in like 2 days?
Our lit books were rather good too, except that i don't like the idea of being tested on the books.

Clay Marble made me cry too but i had to do it secretly because i was in class =P

Basically i don't have extreme hate-ness for reading. I'm just picky about the books i read. Actually, one of the goals in my life is to read a chinese book/novel and a japanese one. Hahaha. If my japanese is good enough to understand what they are trying to say, that is.
My chinese is actually quite ok (i hope so) but if i don't do anything about it, i think it will start to "degrade" soon enough.
I think i got A1 for Chinese in O Levels ^^
But then again, the Chinese standard here is not really that high. Hahaha.
I can't spout idioms in every sentence I make. I only remember part of idioms, not the whole. lol.

So, my bottom line is, if i don't read more (no matter what kind of langauges), my command of English (and hence, i'm trying very hard not to put Singlish on my blog unless i really wanted to create some dramatic effect), Chinese and probably Japanese will fail like hell.
Oh, i haven't talk about my command of Cantonese eh?
That can't be help. I can't read Cantonese. I can only practice (or practise? I think it's the first one lol) it with my parents and aunt, and grandma. And watching more HK shows raw might help too. Haha.

Hmm so i think i can forget about picking up Thai from my dad. Just let him do all the communications if we ever go for holiday in Thailand.
I'm hopeless in my dialect, Fuzhou, because i have never hear people speaking in it before =3

Song: Guren
by: the GazettE

The first thing i saw when i board bus 8 to TP just now was....Bibi, Anisah and Nethra!
Hahaha sorry guys, i forgot to tell you that my lecture was cancelled xP
And you all probably i was being a bad girl for skipping my lessons just now.

So there was a change of plans (sorry D:) and we went Tampines Mall for lunch instead.
To be honest, the set meal at Pizza Hut was the first proper lunch i had in days, probably weeks.
Walked around aimlessly after that and Bibi had to leave D:
We didn't really do anything much after that too but the girls' talk was good.
Sat down somewhere near the Customer Service at Century Square. It's pathetic actually, the Customer Service being located at the back of level 2.
Nevertheless we had a good talk and we even massaged each others <3

Went to Shop N Save because anis and nettie wanted to get something. For some reason, we talked about the different figures that girls have. Test-tube was definitely funny (the way anisah pointed out that test-tube is round at the bottom and the fact that nettie said the shape is based from the front of the person, not side).

Looked at cosmetics too. Holy, this is the first time i looked at such things with my girlfriends. All the other times were with my mum and sis.
It was around 4+ when we all decided to head back.

I really should start concentrating on my FILA you know....*procrastinating*

Song: Hi no Ataru Sakamichi
by: Do As Infinity

No lecture today but going back to TP meeting Bibi, Anisah and Nethra for lunch later.
Sweet. So that actually means i only have 2 days of school this week :)
Lecture cancel on tue = no school on tues.
Thursday is public holiday and i have no school on Fridays :)
Damn slack can.

Anway i got bored and decide to "revise" on my singlish. lols. There are a lot of terms that i didn't know and i was laughing the whole way through xP

http://www.talkingcock.com/html/lexec.php?op=LexView&lexicon=lexicon&alpha=A&page=1

Wah piang eh, si beh funny xD

Sorry, got too carried away since i don't really use singlish to that extent so it amused me much when i read all those.



"ARROW
To delegate somebody to perform a task. Generally used only if the task is unpleasant or boring. Derives from the Army or civil service practice of stamping a tiny arrow next to the name of the person in official documents."

I got arrowed yesterday to be the Project Manager in TRIF =.=
I don't have a good feeling about that. lol.

Song: Dress (Bloody Trinity Mix)
by: Buck-Tick

Thanks Zann for mentioning Trinity Blood, now i'm addicted to Dress all over again <3

ITPM ended early. Early enough to have a little more than 3 hours before TRIF starts. Since there was no TRIF lecture today, Amin, Shar and I took a...erm..."hiking adventure" of some sort. We took bus to SAFRA and then we began the "hike" under the scorching sun =.=
Reached our destination and we ate our lunch.

Something's wrong with me lately. I can't seem to have a proper meal. It's either i'm feeling too full or i'm done eating a few mouthfuls.
Anyway so after that we walked back all the way back to the bus-stop near Shar's house, then me and Amin took 8 back to school for my TRIF lessons and he, waited for Haris.

I don't really know what's happening to me lately, i feel tired EASILY.
Probably i've been sitting down too much and thinking my darn hardest for the FILA Chart. I suck at FILA Charts.

So the whole highlight of today:
Never under-estimate the powers of a woman's 6th sense. They are darn strong and spot-on ;)

Damn.
My ITPM class is sure a slack one.
I love it though it's boring.

I think we (all the students from IMI/IND in that class) are the hardest working in the class out of so many courses.
Lmao.

The lecturer is also a slacker.
Well, at least she's not so fussy. Very easy-going :)

!!!
What am i doing here instead of completing the Project Scope?
Bye!

Helpp.
I'm losing it.
First week of school and i'm getting stressed out.
I can't seem to find a single useful fact for Singapore Youth Olympic Games!
And the proposal is due NEXT FRIDAY.


*tears her hair out*


T_T

I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it.

Gah!

Seems like only blogging is the only way for me to vent my frustration.
Erm correction. Blogging can only vent HALF of my frustrations.




And i'm tired.


心病需要心药医啊。。。。

Sighs

Song: Mayaku ~Taiyou no Genkaku~
by: KISAKI PROJECT featuring Jui

Me clearing stuffs in the boxes that are lying around the house now.
Too many unwanted stuffs in them so we are thinking of donating the books we used to read. Those really lame stuffs that we used to love to read in primary school.

Judging from the number of boxes in house, i have a feeling that my neighbours thinks we are moving out. :)

Anyway, i put all my songs i have in my laptop on shuffle and i realised i still have songs back from my jpop fetish days.
SMAP and V6 ftw! Yay!
Today will going to be a long day.
I still have my hamsters' cageS to wash, which will probably take around 1 and 1/2 hours to 2 hours to do it.

And the floor is rather dirty, dusty.
Guess i'll have to mop it too. Blergh.

Now back to more arranging books and things like that. Hopefully i'll finish before 4. Hah.

Song: TAO
by: Do As Infinity

No school of Fridays. Sweet =)

I'm supposed to wake up feeling mellow, happy, excited (for no reason at all) but i guess i ran out of happy pills today.
I was probably too optimistic and happy the few days before that i've completely used up the happy pills that is supposed to last me for a few more days.
(And this song is not helping me in any way to be happy lol)

Oh well, back to feeling emo for the day.

Not to mention i've still got the bloody FILA Chart to do. So far, i've managed to find fill in one row of fact, ideas, lessons learnt, action.
Only one row, mind you.

There's one thing i'm happy though.
I'm alone in the house.
But my father is coming home soon.



*Kicks McAfee. WOULD YOU PREEASE HURRY UP FINISH SCANNING??!!!*

Yea, i've run out of patience too.

Lmao.
Was my previous entry that emo?
Now it seems like i'm giving everybody the impression that i'm gonna commit suicide or something =P

No no.
Everything's just fine :)

<3

Thank you, my dear friends. I love you all.

My poly friends:

Thank you for making me believe there is such things as "We shouldn't discriminate people for what they are, what they have done"

My secondary friends (that few bunch of peeps, though i know you all might not read my blog: the only 2 from my class and my usual ELDDS gang):

Thank you for being with me at my darkest period of life. You all never fail to make me laugh.



And people @ JRU (though you might not read this):

Thank you very much! I have never laughed so much in my internet life before. You made my holidays interesting! Nice to get to know you all crazy bunch of people!





I LOVE YOUs.

Song: gaze
by: the studs

Somehow, i was in a rather good mood today. The bus-stop was packed with people wanting to go home and i saw my bus 8 had already went off and so i decided to walk somemore to take 293.
Well maybe i wasn't in the mood to squeeze on the bus with so many people. Either that or i felt so light and happy that i decided to walk and enjoy the evening.
Buck-Tick's Tight Rope never fails to relax me =)

Life.
It's nothing but a journey but if you don't treasure what you have and be contented, you will still be unhappy when you die, even if you die having people caring about you and having all the luxuries in the world. I believe that even if Life throws a whole pile of shit to you but when you know how to be contented, you will still think you have led a happy life.
I strongly believe if it's your destiny whether you will die young, or old. In a freak accident, naturally or illness. So there's really no point in worrying if you will die the next day.

I was inspired by this part on Monday when Amin and Cavin were talking about their lives.
Well i can't say i'm happy with my life, but i think i'm quite contented with what i have. My childhood (in primary and secondary) days were not exactly full of happy memories. I had been bullied before. Not those where a gang surrounds you and whack you up, but by insults. They sort of degrade me until i felt i wasn't worth living. Why they did it, i totally have no idea why. My luck i guess.
That part plus the stress of having O'Levels on at that time, made me *ALMOST* committed suicide. Or i just wanted attention from parents because i couldn't communicate with them properly and i felt they didn't understand me.

Anyway since then i've come to terms with the "school bully part". I'll be lying to you if i said i already forgive them completely. I once really hoped they will get knock down by cars while crossing road, get trapped in their burning houses, get choked while eating, drinking, or even talking.
Fortunately (or unfortunately), all these things didn't happen to them before we all part our ways and i have not seen them since (and i'm quite thankful for it).
Deep down inside, i am hoping that they are getting their retribution for treating me this way :)
Hell yes i'm evil.
Probably this why, with all these happenings, i am so emo inside.

But i'm ironic. I don't know why.
I am emo but on the other hand, i have so much hope and love for my life. My view for Life is not so emo, really.
I'm emo, always thinking how Death can solve everything, but there are also a lot of times that i think Life is beautiful.


Ok, this whole chunk is getting cliche. I should stop before i regret putting up such optimistic self on my blog.

Song: Psychedelizm
by: Plastic Tree


So i went to school today just for 1/2 hour worth of lecture, or "Fixed Resources Session" as TRIF lecturers claimed.
Accompanied Seri for a while and i went home.
Took 23 to Tampines Interchange and bought McFlurry!
And walked back home savouring my ice-cream. *loves*
And so i walked, walked and walked and i passed by the block where my grandmother and aunt used to live and i decided to went upstairs to see how their ex-home has been doing (They also used to live on the 9th storey like me!). Well, their ex-house has got a new paint. It's VERY green and a lot of potted plants outside along the corridor.

It's not obvious but Tampines Mall can be clearly seen from where i stand. Cameras always make the disance further than it really is.

I decided not to take the lift from the 6th storey so i walked down the stairs. I walked and walked and walked and i saw these burnt marks near the staircase landings.

And i'm reminded how we all used to go to my cousin's house (they also used next to this block) during Mid-Autumn Festival and all us children will happily light up our lanterns. Not those safe, electronic ones, mind you. It's those paper ones and you have to light up the candles, and put it inside and risk your paper lanterns getting lighted up by fire.
So when our lanterns caught fire, we will all get excited and the adults will come, throw the lanterns to a corner and put out the fire by stepping on it.
Well, if i remember correctly, this was the case.


In anycase, we are all now too old to be doing this kind of stuffs, so all these memories are really quite heart-warming for me.



And when i got back home, i got the urge to take out pictures of my really small self.
And to my horror, I FREAKING LOOK LIKE A BOY IN DRESS. DON'T LAUGH.

Hope you know which one is me x)
And that is my sis beside me.
Notice i'm holding a book in every picture? I don't know why but my mum told me i had a fetish for books when i was young and i DO remember waking up really early the next day just to flip the books my parents bought for us the day before.

I've got more pictures that looks worse than these. These are already what i consider the "cream of the crop".

Damn, i really looked like a boy if i didn't wear all those dresses.