Song: Guren
by: the GazettE

The first thing i saw when i board bus 8 to TP just now was....Bibi, Anisah and Nethra!
Hahaha sorry guys, i forgot to tell you that my lecture was cancelled xP
And you all probably i was being a bad girl for skipping my lessons just now.

So there was a change of plans (sorry D:) and we went Tampines Mall for lunch instead.
To be honest, the set meal at Pizza Hut was the first proper lunch i had in days, probably weeks.
Walked around aimlessly after that and Bibi had to leave D:
We didn't really do anything much after that too but the girls' talk was good.
Sat down somewhere near the Customer Service at Century Square. It's pathetic actually, the Customer Service being located at the back of level 2.
Nevertheless we had a good talk and we even massaged each others <3

Went to Shop N Save because anis and nettie wanted to get something. For some reason, we talked about the different figures that girls have. Test-tube was definitely funny (the way anisah pointed out that test-tube is round at the bottom and the fact that nettie said the shape is based from the front of the person, not side).

Looked at cosmetics too. Holy, this is the first time i looked at such things with my girlfriends. All the other times were with my mum and sis.
It was around 4+ when we all decided to head back.

I really should start concentrating on my FILA you know....*procrastinating*

Song: Hi no Ataru Sakamichi
by: Do As Infinity

No lecture today but going back to TP meeting Bibi, Anisah and Nethra for lunch later.
Sweet. So that actually means i only have 2 days of school this week :)
Lecture cancel on tue = no school on tues.
Thursday is public holiday and i have no school on Fridays :)
Damn slack can.

Anway i got bored and decide to "revise" on my singlish. lols. There are a lot of terms that i didn't know and i was laughing the whole way through xP

http://www.talkingcock.com/html/lexec.php?op=LexView&lexicon=lexicon&alpha=A&page=1

Wah piang eh, si beh funny xD

Sorry, got too carried away since i don't really use singlish to that extent so it amused me much when i read all those.



"ARROW
To delegate somebody to perform a task. Generally used only if the task is unpleasant or boring. Derives from the Army or civil service practice of stamping a tiny arrow next to the name of the person in official documents."

I got arrowed yesterday to be the Project Manager in TRIF =.=
I don't have a good feeling about that. lol.

Song: Dress (Bloody Trinity Mix)
by: Buck-Tick

Thanks Zann for mentioning Trinity Blood, now i'm addicted to Dress all over again <3

ITPM ended early. Early enough to have a little more than 3 hours before TRIF starts. Since there was no TRIF lecture today, Amin, Shar and I took a...erm..."hiking adventure" of some sort. We took bus to SAFRA and then we began the "hike" under the scorching sun =.=
Reached our destination and we ate our lunch.

Something's wrong with me lately. I can't seem to have a proper meal. It's either i'm feeling too full or i'm done eating a few mouthfuls.
Anyway so after that we walked back all the way back to the bus-stop near Shar's house, then me and Amin took 8 back to school for my TRIF lessons and he, waited for Haris.

I don't really know what's happening to me lately, i feel tired EASILY.
Probably i've been sitting down too much and thinking my darn hardest for the FILA Chart. I suck at FILA Charts.

So the whole highlight of today:
Never under-estimate the powers of a woman's 6th sense. They are darn strong and spot-on ;)

Damn.
My ITPM class is sure a slack one.
I love it though it's boring.

I think we (all the students from IMI/IND in that class) are the hardest working in the class out of so many courses.
Lmao.

The lecturer is also a slacker.
Well, at least she's not so fussy. Very easy-going :)

!!!
What am i doing here instead of completing the Project Scope?
Bye!

Helpp.
I'm losing it.
First week of school and i'm getting stressed out.
I can't seem to find a single useful fact for Singapore Youth Olympic Games!
And the proposal is due NEXT FRIDAY.


*tears her hair out*


T_T

I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it.

Gah!

Seems like only blogging is the only way for me to vent my frustration.
Erm correction. Blogging can only vent HALF of my frustrations.




And i'm tired.


心病需要心药医啊。。。。

Sighs

Song: Mayaku ~Taiyou no Genkaku~
by: KISAKI PROJECT featuring Jui

Me clearing stuffs in the boxes that are lying around the house now.
Too many unwanted stuffs in them so we are thinking of donating the books we used to read. Those really lame stuffs that we used to love to read in primary school.

Judging from the number of boxes in house, i have a feeling that my neighbours thinks we are moving out. :)

Anyway, i put all my songs i have in my laptop on shuffle and i realised i still have songs back from my jpop fetish days.
SMAP and V6 ftw! Yay!
Today will going to be a long day.
I still have my hamsters' cageS to wash, which will probably take around 1 and 1/2 hours to 2 hours to do it.

And the floor is rather dirty, dusty.
Guess i'll have to mop it too. Blergh.

Now back to more arranging books and things like that. Hopefully i'll finish before 4. Hah.

Song: TAO
by: Do As Infinity

No school of Fridays. Sweet =)

I'm supposed to wake up feeling mellow, happy, excited (for no reason at all) but i guess i ran out of happy pills today.
I was probably too optimistic and happy the few days before that i've completely used up the happy pills that is supposed to last me for a few more days.
(And this song is not helping me in any way to be happy lol)

Oh well, back to feeling emo for the day.

Not to mention i've still got the bloody FILA Chart to do. So far, i've managed to find fill in one row of fact, ideas, lessons learnt, action.
Only one row, mind you.

There's one thing i'm happy though.
I'm alone in the house.
But my father is coming home soon.



*Kicks McAfee. WOULD YOU PREEASE HURRY UP FINISH SCANNING??!!!*

Yea, i've run out of patience too.

Lmao.
Was my previous entry that emo?
Now it seems like i'm giving everybody the impression that i'm gonna commit suicide or something =P

No no.
Everything's just fine :)

<3

Thank you, my dear friends. I love you all.

My poly friends:

Thank you for making me believe there is such things as "We shouldn't discriminate people for what they are, what they have done"

My secondary friends (that few bunch of peeps, though i know you all might not read my blog: the only 2 from my class and my usual ELDDS gang):

Thank you for being with me at my darkest period of life. You all never fail to make me laugh.



And people @ JRU (though you might not read this):

Thank you very much! I have never laughed so much in my internet life before. You made my holidays interesting! Nice to get to know you all crazy bunch of people!





I LOVE YOUs.

Song: gaze
by: the studs

Somehow, i was in a rather good mood today. The bus-stop was packed with people wanting to go home and i saw my bus 8 had already went off and so i decided to walk somemore to take 293.
Well maybe i wasn't in the mood to squeeze on the bus with so many people. Either that or i felt so light and happy that i decided to walk and enjoy the evening.
Buck-Tick's Tight Rope never fails to relax me =)

Life.
It's nothing but a journey but if you don't treasure what you have and be contented, you will still be unhappy when you die, even if you die having people caring about you and having all the luxuries in the world. I believe that even if Life throws a whole pile of shit to you but when you know how to be contented, you will still think you have led a happy life.
I strongly believe if it's your destiny whether you will die young, or old. In a freak accident, naturally or illness. So there's really no point in worrying if you will die the next day.

I was inspired by this part on Monday when Amin and Cavin were talking about their lives.
Well i can't say i'm happy with my life, but i think i'm quite contented with what i have. My childhood (in primary and secondary) days were not exactly full of happy memories. I had been bullied before. Not those where a gang surrounds you and whack you up, but by insults. They sort of degrade me until i felt i wasn't worth living. Why they did it, i totally have no idea why. My luck i guess.
That part plus the stress of having O'Levels on at that time, made me *ALMOST* committed suicide. Or i just wanted attention from parents because i couldn't communicate with them properly and i felt they didn't understand me.

Anyway since then i've come to terms with the "school bully part". I'll be lying to you if i said i already forgive them completely. I once really hoped they will get knock down by cars while crossing road, get trapped in their burning houses, get choked while eating, drinking, or even talking.
Fortunately (or unfortunately), all these things didn't happen to them before we all part our ways and i have not seen them since (and i'm quite thankful for it).
Deep down inside, i am hoping that they are getting their retribution for treating me this way :)
Hell yes i'm evil.
Probably this why, with all these happenings, i am so emo inside.

But i'm ironic. I don't know why.
I am emo but on the other hand, i have so much hope and love for my life. My view for Life is not so emo, really.
I'm emo, always thinking how Death can solve everything, but there are also a lot of times that i think Life is beautiful.


Ok, this whole chunk is getting cliche. I should stop before i regret putting up such optimistic self on my blog.

Song: Psychedelizm
by: Plastic Tree


So i went to school today just for 1/2 hour worth of lecture, or "Fixed Resources Session" as TRIF lecturers claimed.
Accompanied Seri for a while and i went home.
Took 23 to Tampines Interchange and bought McFlurry!
And walked back home savouring my ice-cream. *loves*
And so i walked, walked and walked and i passed by the block where my grandmother and aunt used to live and i decided to went upstairs to see how their ex-home has been doing (They also used to live on the 9th storey like me!). Well, their ex-house has got a new paint. It's VERY green and a lot of potted plants outside along the corridor.

It's not obvious but Tampines Mall can be clearly seen from where i stand. Cameras always make the disance further than it really is.

I decided not to take the lift from the 6th storey so i walked down the stairs. I walked and walked and walked and i saw these burnt marks near the staircase landings.

And i'm reminded how we all used to go to my cousin's house (they also used next to this block) during Mid-Autumn Festival and all us children will happily light up our lanterns. Not those safe, electronic ones, mind you. It's those paper ones and you have to light up the candles, and put it inside and risk your paper lanterns getting lighted up by fire.
So when our lanterns caught fire, we will all get excited and the adults will come, throw the lanterns to a corner and put out the fire by stepping on it.
Well, if i remember correctly, this was the case.


In anycase, we are all now too old to be doing this kind of stuffs, so all these memories are really quite heart-warming for me.



And when i got back home, i got the urge to take out pictures of my really small self.
And to my horror, I FREAKING LOOK LIKE A BOY IN DRESS. DON'T LAUGH.

Hope you know which one is me x)
And that is my sis beside me.
Notice i'm holding a book in every picture? I don't know why but my mum told me i had a fetish for books when i was young and i DO remember waking up really early the next day just to flip the books my parents bought for us the day before.

I've got more pictures that looks worse than these. These are already what i consider the "cream of the crop".

Damn, i really looked like a boy if i didn't wear all those dresses.

Song: Toremoro
by: Tackey & Tsubasa



I don't know what to expect from school anymore.

I feel like jumping out from my block.

9 storeys high.

It should be high enough for me to get killed.

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I'm probably tired.

I think i lost too much blood.

First day of school and i get it.

I can't concentrate on anything today.

Sickening pain.

At the rate i'm losing blood every month, it's a wonder that i won't suffer from anemia.

from Dictionary.com
anemia: Pathology. a quantitative deficiency of the hemoglobin, often accompanied by a reduced number of red blood cells and causing pallor, weakness, and breathlessness.

I feel weak and i'm breathless now. And i feel like vomitting.

And i fucking hate FILA charts. Who don't, right?

Song: Together Again
by: mink

Oh, did i tell you that sis bought the 3rd series of Twilight: eclipse?
xD
I can't bear to read that book =3
Wonder when book 4 is coming out.

Tomorrow!
First day of a new sem!
So far haven't found someone who will be in the same class as me yet.
I hope i can get along well with my new classmates.

12 am now!
Will go to sleep soon.
Waking up at 7 tomorrow =\

Good luck, my friends!

Song: Sister
by: Vidoll




Happened to catch Xiaomao (name not given by me, although "Xiao" is there. NOTE: this "Xiao" is a different character from my "Xiao") strolling down the lane when i walked back home just now. So i took a picture of her and tried to pat her.

Oh boy, was she in a grumpy mood. She tried to scratch me and made a run for it =.=
But she still remembered her name when i called her.
I think she's angry at me and my sis for not feeding her anymore =(

Speaking of grumpy mood, i took my usual 93 bus to JAS today and the bus driver was sure in a grumpy mood. In my 35 mins of journey, i think he sounded his horn at cars more than 10 times.

Tsk tsk. Bad temper.

Song: Sakura (Dokushou)
by: Tomiko Van

I had Tomiko's Sakura on repeat on my mp3 while i was lying on my bed yesterday, waiting to fall asleep and i sort of ended up crying a little.
The ending part is always touching

"Saraba tomo yo mata
Kono basho de au
sakura maichiru michi no ue de."

Goodbye my friend
(We'll) Meet at this place again
Above (On) the road (where) Sakura dances.

My rough translation =\





Was rudely woken up by some ass-hole students wanting to collect stuffs for old folks' homes along the corridor at 9 am. =.=

"Good morning!"
"Good morning!"

I don't know who they were talking to. Was it us because they sounded very near. When there was no response, they started talking among themselves. They even managed to "communicate" with their fellow friends who were at the opposite block.

"Come out, come out more...Stop!'
"Turn around...look up!"
"We are at the opposite block...Hiiiii!!!!!"

That was roughly the conversation they had. Can't remember, was too fucked up to even care.
And i fell back asleep after they left.

Song: Lovers
by: 12012



Today is the briefing for the new semester.
I wonder what will be brief on.
Meeting early for lunch!
Cools. Haven't seen Seri for a long time ^^
And we are not going to see each other for classes anymore.
That's sad. =(



Seriously, i'm not sure if next sem will be a good one.
Too many uncertainties.
But these things will make us stronger right?
*notice i'm feeling positive?*

For some reason, i'm feeling this song now.




*sighs*
i love girugamesh.

Can't wait for their next release.



Too lazy to romanji the whole thing. Got a crack trying to type from the scans.

白いから白くいたいと言う
白いから何かを混ぜられる　
小さな器の水は過ぎ通り
静かにポツリと色が落ちた

やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
自らの首絞めつける

木々は冷たくそびえるビルに
見上げた時代は何を描く？

汚れた手で地に触れ
優しさ消え花が枯れた
心も無いその手で
罪も無い明日殺されて

やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界
やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界

*命と引き替えに俺たちが欲しがったのは文明で何を写す？
私利私欲身勝手な争いで
流れたのは血じゃ無くて星の涙
地球が産まれて何十億年
時の比率だと数秒しか生きてないのに
俺達は取り返しがつかなくなってしまった
俺達は救いようもない存在
だけど唯一汚れなき愛を知った*

終わりは近いけれど
大丈夫愛せてる君を


*taken from a romaji lyrics =\ too lazy to go check up myself.

Song: Isolation
by: Siva

I'm actually feeling fucked up now.

I can't access my music on IMEEM.
I can't log into Twitters.
I can't post on JRU.
JRU keep saying i'm a guest though i've already logged in. When i tried to post and hit the "Add Reply" button, it somehow logged me out and sees me as a guest.

What on earth is happening to my laptop? Or my internet connection? Or is it my browser settings?

The email i sent to IMEEM TOTALLY didn't help me. They told me to make sure i have the latest Flash player and what not. But that is NOT that case. I told them I COULDNT ACCESS the website, NOT the music.

pfft. I'm a total noob when it comes to stuff like this. I've even clear my cookies 2 times!
And now i have to adjust my MU settings again. GRRR.

Song: Shiroi Ashiato
by: girugamesh

New yaoi anime series: Junjou Romantica.

http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=8922

Sakurai Takahiro (voice actor of Kanda) has a role in it!
Whoot!

Lols! Zann just called me to ask about JRock. Or is she trying to make me look at her new skin? xD
Nah no worries girl, i was blogging when you called me And i was just about to go and have a look at your blog xDDDDDDDDDDD

Song: Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence
by: Sakamoto Ryuichi

Last week of the school holidays.
Last week of peace.
One more week before the start of chaos and mayhem. =\


Gotta enjoy the peace while i can!

Song: Romance

by: Buck-Tick

-----------------------------------------KATAKANA------------------------------------------

Bah~ I'm too lazy to rewrite the pronunciation techniques. Basically they sound exactly the way like hiraganas (look for the hiragana label in the sidebar), but as you can see, the writing is different.

Hiraganas have more curves and rounds but Katakanas is more...straightforward? Like they have sharp ends....some even look like chinese words.

So why have Katakanas when they sound just like hiraganas?

They are used to represent foreign words, names and the likes.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Katakana

Because i'm lazy like that =P

For example Doresu.

It means Dress. Yes, that dress in english. They borrowed this word from English.

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So what's next for me after i learn japanese? My target will be Korean but i will have to see if i got the chance and time to learn it.

D-I-Y Korean without CD is pure hell. I tried to do it once. Truth to be told i wanted to learn Korean instead of Japanese but it's because of that failed D-I-Y that i D-I-Y Japanese instead. It was only after 2-3 years of D-I-Y that i finally got the chance to take Japanese lessons =\

--------------------------------------------KANJI--------------------------------------------

When i started D-I-Y-ing Japanese, i was most interested in the Kanji part because they look similar to Chinese but have totally different pronunciations so i started my quest to look for a website, books that will teach you how to pronounce Kanjis one by one.

But sadly i didn't manage to find one and i was baffled why there was none. I couldn't find the answer so i started building my knowledge of kanji by listening to songs and reading the lyrics.
It was only when i was in Sec 4 and when i stumbled across a Kanji "dictionary" in my tuition teacher's house.

I borrowed that dictinary from him and began to use it for my reference. And i found out why.

There were simply too many kanjis and for each kanjis, there are sometimes at least 2 pronunciations for it.

Now i understand why there's seldom any websites solely for kanjis. The webmaster must be real dedicated to the Japanese Language if he/she were to explain each and every word.

Anway, simply explaining, Kanjis have 2 categories of pronunciation:

Onyomi - chinese reading of Kanjis

Kunyomi - the japanese way of reading Kanjis

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Frankly, i think the best way to learn kanji is thorough music. And get yourself a Kanji dicttionary so you can check for the pronunciations when you are unsure of that kanji.

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So finally complete my "tutorial"!

Zann sort of reminded me about my Japanese tutorial.

So now...completed! :)

Song: I'm broken baby
by: DEATHGAZE

Have the 93 bus drivers today getting too much kick from driving too fast on the expressway that they forget to look out for the changing traffic lights or not look for cars coming from the opposite direction? I was minding my own business when the bus came to an abrupt halt. Sudden and forceful enough to make passengers jerk forward and out of their seat, including yours truly.
Two freaking times.
But once is when i was going to JAS and the other time when i was heading back.
I think i must have got the same bus driver.
Can't believe i almost died 2 times in a day.

Anyway my sis's birthday today. Happy birthday xD
So instead of the actual plan of eating at Tampines Mall, she decided to at a coffeeshop downstairs because she wanted to watch Death Note 2 (don't really care for DN). So we had our meal, and went back home.
Once the lift opened its doors, we can all smell something burning and see some smoke. I didn't took much notice of it. "Probably some neighbour cooking or something" i thought. No one suspected anything until my sis opened the door.

And more smoke came out.

Turns out my dad forgot to swtich off the stove when they went out. =.=
This is what happened to it.


It's all charred underneath!!
The burnt smell was unbearable!!! My hamsters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lucky they were alright *phew*
We had to switch on the fan to drive the smoke out.
The living room was like....in a dreamy place. =.="

*sighs*
I was THIS close in getting myself killed in hands of reckless bus drivers 2 times in a day.
My hamsters were THIS close in getting suffocated by the smoke/smell.
My house was THIS close in catching fire.
I was THIS close in becoming a homeless girl =.=

Imagine if we went all the way to Tampines Mall. It would be few hours later by the time we come back and by the time we come back, we would have found ourselves no home to return too.
Probably puzzled why there were firemen, police (or even reporters) at our block when we reached the void deck.




Holy. I think we have earned enough Karmas because our house didn't catch fire.

Mah Tyki Mikk <33

See a story there? That's the best i could arrange them =\

Aww, Kanda looks tooooo cute to be look angry while pointing his Mugen at Allen. Leenale tries to calm both down. Allen looks way too cute to be fighting with Kanda too :>

Mah Tyki is trying to sneak up to them but his evil plan is thwarted by Zann's Lavi-sama!!!

They all really look too cute to be dramatic xD

Song: Uzumaku Yozora
by: doa

D.Gray-Man is going to start soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Half-Naked Kanda for the win!
Ah~i would prefer to think Kanda is being raped by Skin Bolic >.>
*grabs tissues and stuff to her nose*
Sis and i are going to scream right out, just as Zann predicted <3
But one thing i'm disappointed with though. Arts Central cut away the Kanda's Week. Mehhhh~

Zann is going to draw me a naked Lavi!! xD
*is guilty for corrupting a 12 year-old girl's mind*

Ahh~Can't wait for UVERworld's new single. Yea yea they DO have rap, but they sing too D:
And Takuya does have a nice voice *fangirls*
IT'S KANDA-KENA-RAPE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



*hopes Zou is happy wherever he is now*

Bye bye Zou.

I cried lots.

Sad but happy. He was suffering.

Poor Kira. He's all alone in that cage now.







Fuck imeem. Down again D<

Song: Sen no Yoru o Koete
by: Aqua Timez

Went back to TP just now, wanting to hand in the PSEA form but i have to go back again tomorrow because i FORGOT to let my parents sign it.
A waste of my time and money travelling to and fro.
Actually wanted to leave earlier in the morning since i woke up so bloody early but once i shut down my lappy, i felt tired and took a quick nap :P

Talk about the weather. I was complaining about the weather being hot and once i left the house. IT RAINED.
Freak weather huh.

*needs more Tackey & Tsubasa to lighten her mood*
Ah yes, i DO have my moment of JPop goodness ;)


Oh yes, the deadline for the submission of PSEA form is april 18, if you all are wondering.

Actually woke up at 6+.
The weather did play a part in making me wake up earlier than usual.

But mostly i was thinking through stuffs.
And the fact that the air-con broke down reminded me very much about Tsubasa's problem too. His air-con broke down during summer and he had to sleep with the fan on and the next morning, his whole bedsheet is wet xD
I really laughed when i remembered it but lucky i managed to keep it down :D

Alright, it's mah hamsters' feeding time.


*i'm really worried about Zou's condition. I ever told him to go if he feels like it D:*

Song: Den lille Havfrue
by: 9GOATS BLACK OUT

*is still waiting for Amin to send me the group pictures*

Seri couldn't come today D:

Miss you. D:

I think i might give people the impression that i wasn't happy today.
Well i'm sorry if you think i'm not happy. I hardly talk when i eat D:

So sorry guys :)

The talk about the army thing was damn freaking funny. Love it :)

Haha Cavin rushing to the attacking army using a knife alone. Oh man. I CAN imagine xD

And Cavin as Amin's superior;
Cavin: Come Amin, let's rush out together

Amin: Huh, don't want leh.

Cavin: This is an order!

xD

Song: Sorawasure
by: MUCC

Finally imeem is ok for me!!
Turns out that they were making some changes? But i think they should warn the users first.
Made me worried for nothing -_-

Man, i think i should get my lazy ass out of the house to go all the way to Kinokuniya in Bugis to buy the Part 3 of Twilight: Eclipse.
I didn't know that Twilight series is quite new in Singapore! So new that Eclipse cant be found in Popular yet. But according to my sis, her friend already had all 3 series because she bought it in Malaysia. The fourth series is coming out soon! Yayness!! :D

Somehow the second series was rather boring. Not that i hate Jacob or werewolves, but i thought it was quite random and a little pathetic the way Edward made his appearance close to the end of the story.

Anyways, i'm on a vampire binge recently. Other than reading, i've listened to quite a lot of Buck-Tick's Dress, fallen in love with Sakurai Atsushi all over again because he looks like a vampire, watched Buck-Tick's Live, re-watched Atsushi's Longnius movie which involves vampires and also re-watching Moon Child. HYDE as a vampire and speaking chinese cracks me up and the "yaoi" moment between HYDE and GACKT thrills me. Of course, i didnt forget that HYDE is already married at that time :)
Other than watching Moon Child for it's vampire plot, the sad, depressing plot also played a part in making me watch it again.

Why does BT's Dress remind me of vampires?
To me the music is quite slow, sad, slightly gothic. The whole rythm and tune just gives me this image: A lovelorn vampire in a big, richly carpeted room, with many windows in a moonlit night. The vampire sits by the window with the moon light streaming through it and next to him is a mirror. He sang and cried at the same time, pinning for his love. As the song ends, he tried in vain to kill himself by cutting his wrist (lols?) and could only watch as his blood spills all over, forming a thick pool of liquid.

Dress by Buck-Tick

Inuyasha

Luffy

Ussopp

Yamaguchi can really draw x_X

They look so close to the real ones drawn by the animators/mangaka.
The voice actor of Inuyasha (Inuyasha) and Usopp (One Piece). And one of my favourite seiyuujins.

O yea, did i tell you that Usopp's birthday is on 1st April? Hahaha :)

JRock Sex Scanal? o.O
Involving Danchou (vocalist) of Shinkou Shuukyou Gakudan NoGod?

http://community.livejournal.com/nogod_shinja/30072.html

Apparently, i'm not well-informed of such matters. Happened quite sometime ago in Feb? March?

Well personally i don't care a shit on what happens in their private life. At least i know that they ARE having a normal private life because Jrockers now are giving me a "all-work" attitude. Give this guys (yes, even Edison Chen) and girls a break, dont tell me only these people are doing it?


http://blog.livedoor.jp/dancho_nogod/archives/2008-02.html

もう誰も私の歌を聞きたくないと、
もう誰も私の言葉を受け止めたくないと、
もう誰も私を見たくないと、そう思いました。
消えてしまいたいと、何度も思いました。
でも、それでもまだ私の歌を待っている人が少なからずも居ると知り、私は自分のしてしまった行動を悔い改め、歌い続ける事を心から決意しました。

Sorry, no quality translation but it somehow means how he think no one wants to listen to him sing anymore, see anymore etc.

But lucky he thought things over and decided not to quit.
No matter what happens, i'll support him and NoGod; I don't give a damn if Danchou is good-looking; or hell ugly as shit. What matters is the song NoGod makes and how his voice suits them. Lucky Danchou is not quitting the band.
Ganbatte ne, Danchou!!

Song: Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence
by: Maksim

Gosh, i'm soooo addicted to this song/ instrumental track right now. Maksim's one is damn good but the original one by Sakamoto Ryuichi is good too. It leans more towards the sad feel. The piano version of Ryuichi's is in the Leap Years soundtrack or so i've read.

Hmm...yea, i'm addicted to Ribena now :D
The red liquid reminds me so much of blood. *sighs* i must be thinking too much about vampires.

Song: Period

by: Kirito

It's hard work trying to capture the "essence". Phew~
And I had way toooooooo much fun with the eyeliner. It wasn't that emo as seen in the first pic but my hand just itches and....... ^_^
My hair feels rough after all the hairspray, hair cream =x

Too bad the picture is blur. Think i held the camera too close. Should have hold on to the button to make it clearer D: