Song: Yell
by: Kra

Upgraded to the Mio plan yesterday and that means that i'm not going to close my wireless modem the whole day. Well except when we go off to sleep. It will remain switched off till someone, who wakes up the earliest, switch it on.
This also means that, if there's any emergency during the period of time when we are all sleeping, there is absolutely no way of informing us UNLESS someone comes up to our door and bang it real hard. Hard and loud enough to make us thing our house is on fire. lol. GG

Haiz~totally have no idea what to write in my log-book. What we did last friday seemed like last month and i can't really remember what i thought of our skit. To make matters worse, my eyelids are feeling damn heavy now and i can't focus =\

...and wiping the oil from goreng pisang using the plastic bag which the pisang was in never looked grossier and your imagination can really run wild, especially if it's yong han doing it. Plus the oil at the bottom of the bag....i'm sure you can figure what i'm talking about. Haha.

Oh yea, the photo-taking booth near the bookshop is real good. It made me look damn good in the picture as compared to the ones i took in shops. ^^v

Song: Yozora ni Saku Hana
by: Clavier

Don't feel well today yesterday.

GG for the SWEN presentation tomorrow later in the morning.
Damn tired now and i do feel like sleeping but for some reason i can't bring myself to sleep. Something's bothering me. But what?

Had fun today. Well at least i really felt happy in these past few days. Although we were all rushing for the fucking SWEN ppt and became tired/felt like shit after that, i felt really happy somehow.
But for now, i'm feeling even worse than how i felt in the afternoon. I'm feeling extreme fatigue, plus itchy nose and not forgetting tired, sore legs. BUT I JUST CAN'T GET MY BUTT OF THIS CHAIR AND TURN OFF MY LAPTOP. I got a feeling i'll die during SWEN if i just go off to sleep now.


*oh shucks. Sis just switched off the light in my room and she just gone off to sleep. Aww man! And i was thinking of going to bed the same time as her.*

Ok, ignore me. I don't even know what i'm trying to say because i'm having problems processing information, analysing logic with my brain now. Not forgetting to mention that i'm blasting some D'espairsRay into my ears.
O gawd i think this is one of the few times that i CAN sleep with people growling and heavy, crazy guitar riffs blasting into my ears. It's sort of nice....to the point of being hypnotic.
COOL HUH.



Appreciate every effort you made, Amin. Though i dont know the full story on what happened or how you are feeling now, but please don't ever scare us like that again.

Song: 7gatsu 8ka
by: the GazettE

The end of SWEN for me. But i'm not going to care. Haha.

Was really sleepy after the interview. I almost wanted to bash him up and didn't even bothered to thank him after the interview.

Some things have happened over the last 2 days but i've decided to let things go their way. No use fretting over it and getting stressed since i've got no control over it. I have done all i can and i think i'll just sit back and observe what will happen next. Wish him all the luck =)


Honestly, I'm tired.
Heh. I so want to go back to my secondary school persona.
It's so fun to bastard people and you only have to look out for yourself because it's a Dog-Eat-Dog world out there.


やがて人は汚れて
人は人で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界

Song: White Magic
by: Rosario

WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF YAOI, ZANN.
Hahaha =)

Reformatted my lappy yesterday and it was hard work. At the end of day, i almost died, flopped onto my bed and fell aslseep almost immediately.

I'm still in the process of downloading my programs back and i've ran out of things to say.

Laters~

Song: Ain't Afraid to Die
by: Dir en Grey

Rushing my log book now. I've totally missed the previous 2 log books that was due and the result? Rushing 3 log books on the day before they are due. Aww man, i can't remember the details but i can vaguely remember what we did and my feelings for them.

And just when i thought i can stop going to school early on Friday to print my stuffs. I NEED MORE SLEEP.

Doing research in TP library for health related topics is totally useless. In the end i went home after just flipping through 4 books. Either that is the case or i'm just stupid.
Well at least i managed to find what i want on the net.

I'd just updated my mum about some things that has been going in school and she commented that teachers / lecturers nowadays have it easier. Haha. Blame SWEN for it.

Song: この世界に見放されても
by: 新興宗教楽団NoGoD





痛みを知っている。あなたは？


腹減った！！！！

Flex lag my laptop.

It hanged TWO times while Rick was going through the drag and drop thing so i was really way behind after my laptop decided to be good.

So no point doing. SLACK! Hah. I can see trouble brewing ahead for my project =)

Anyway, went for my sec friends gathering on Saturday at Pizza Hut. Not bad, ALMOST everyone came except for HAZIRAH!
Nevermind, you can't come but it was qutie sad...dont feel that we are complete =(
Anyway we went to a playground to talk more after dinner and basically went back home. Simple but i guess we were qutie happy. Ok, except me and Anisah strayed because we were talking about anime. Haha. Sorry guys.

Anyone having problems with their IMEEM account? Like being able to log into someone else account all of a sudden? That's what happen to me. And it's not the first time it happened. Hahaha...quite fun because you feel like the Admin for IMEEM and yes, I CAN edit information in that account, but nah, i dont do that.
The first time it happened to me when i just signed up for IMEEM and i was still a noob. Sudden;y i found myself with another account name and with 96 songs and one playlist. I didn't like the songs cos i thought maybe IMEEM put it for me so i deleted the playlist and changed "my" name.
I almost deleted ALL the 96 songs there except that i dont know how to delete them so i leave it alone, thinking i'll find out how to delete them later and log off. It was only much later then i realised that the account was not mine. Haha! Can you believe what happened if i had found out the way to delete songs much sooner? muahahahhahahahahahahaaaaaa

Half an hour more to go before DBMM ends. lol.

Song: endscape (album ver.)
by: UVERworld

**
be surprise to discover things about me~ hahaa :)
**

Seven Things That Scare You
1) cockroaches
2) interviews
3) losing all my songs
4) no internet
5) laptop breakdown
6) Losing loved ones
7) Pillai (lol)

Seven Eight Things You Like the Most
1) music (JRock)
2) fwens :)
3) laptop
4) my mp3
5) emo songs
6) my guitars
7) rock / punk wear
8) my hamsters :)

Seven Important Things in your Room
1) laptop
2) my mp3
3) my bed
4) external hard drive
5) japanese textbook
6) guitars
7) tackey & tsubasa cd collection

Seven Random Facts About You
1) i've watched porn before
2) i eat bittergourd
3) i can't take too much meat. It'll scare me off
4) i've almost slit my wrist
5) i have 2 blankets on my bed
6) i like to throw my things around but always regret doing it
7) i baby-talk to my hamsters

Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
1) learn to cook like my dad
2) play an electic guitar / drums / bass
3) go more countries
4) bleach my hair
5) attend friends' weddings
6) Go to any JRock concerts
7) own a cat?

Seven Things You Can Do
1) procrastinate
2) eat
3) sleep
4) whack cockroaches
5) headbang
6) be a drama mama
7) strumming randomly on my guitar

Seven Things You Can’t Do
1) codings
2) sewing
3) starting on more than 2 projects at once
4) scold / curse in japanese like a pro
5) juggle
6) sms really quickly
7) scream like those JRockers do in their songs

Seven Things That Attract You to the Opposite Sex
1) hair style
2) eyes
3) their manners
4) dressing
5) attitude
6) possibly their hobbies
7) not smoking

Seven Things You SayWrite The Most
1) lol
2) thanks a lot (on LJ)
3) haha
4) no leh
5) halo
6) Fuck (when i'm alone)
7) shit

Seven Celebrity Crushes (lol probably more than 7)
1) IMAI TSUBASA
2) Everyone in Kagrra,
3) 12012: Wataru, Tooru
4) Vidoll: Jui, Tero, Rame
5) everyone in girugamesh
6) HYDE (but urgh, he's married!!!)
7) the GazettE: Ruki, Reita

Seven People You Want to Take this Test
1) Amin (TAKE THIS!! hahah i shall see it in your blog ^^)
2) Seri (i know you will honey)
3) Shar (do do do do do do :D)
4) all my sec school friends (if you did come and see this)
5) gladys (amuse me haha)
6) zann (let me get to know you better)
7) peiqi (spread this!!)
8) xiaowen (are you itching for this?)
9) Shafie (well, if you are free and you happen to come by here....)

Song: Hi no Hikari sae Todokanai Kono Basho de feat. SUGIZO
by: Miyavi and SUGIZO

lol. My Kowarete Iku Sekai track has hit 142 plays. I dont think that many people listen to it on my blog so i suspect some other people stole my embeded code and put it on their web space. Haha, not that i'm complaining, but i find it quite amusing to see the song i've uploaded has over 100 hits.

So basically i didnt hand in my MMP2 proposal today. Quite relieved that we got until tmr to hand in. DBMM also tomorrow but i think i only got 2 pages to do so i think it's ok. :D
From now on, i think i'll just do my best. But i think a nervous breakdown can be avoided if i really do my work. I'm always in a state of denial so i think i really need to work that out somehow. I guess this is one of my New Year's resolution (and the year before too lol), and now the only challenge in DBMM is to figure out what the flex textbook is talking about. :D
(i'm sounding positive but i think my attitude may change after few weeks haha)

Song: brand new ancient
by: UVERworld

Total forgot about UVERworld's album. LOL. Now in the progress of listening it. Not bad so far. With UVERworld's trademark of rapping in some parts of the songs.
Funny that i listen to UVERworld when i really hate rap. Although i dont really like the parts when TATSUYA raps but i think i like the singing part. And his voice is really nice =D

Hahaha i'm bascially not doing any work. I'm so frustrated with myself because i remember taking out my colour pencils so i can colour my animation, screen designs during DBMM lab but i just have to forget to put it in my bag. =.=
So i think i have to hand in the MMP2 proposal without any colours.

I'm hungry now because i didnt have any breakfast this morning =(
But i dont feel like eating because i havent finish my screen design yet. Hahaha. I think there a few slackers in the class with me in it.

Finally i realised something. I dont have to kill myself/ work so hard so that i can stay in league with those who are really crazy about their work and wont eat / sleep so that they can hand in a good quailty proposal on time. Not to offend anyone but i think i will be happier like this because i dont share the same thinking as them and i definietly dont want to lose sleep because of something so minor.

I guess i'm making it clear to lecturers that i'm not one of the good ones so dont expect any out-of-the-world work from me. Unless i have strong passion for it, of course.

Song: Irodori no Sanka
by: Kagrra,

I want to sleep!!!!!! =(

Feel like finishing my proposal tomorrow. I really can't catch up with the Flex lessons so i think i'm going to finish it during the weekends.

I seriously dont care about the formative feedback. Can't be bothered.
As for now, i'm more interested in listening to UVERworld's latest album and Miyavi's latest single. And i haven't listen to Angelo's album yet.
Not only these, there are still other albums/singles waiting for me to listen to them!!

And i wanted to design my wallpaper. I was halfway through during the term break, but now i think i can't complete it anytime soon.
Haiz~

Song: lime drops
by: Duel Jewel

dots....

slightly depressed. I'm sure most of us are.
Shall not go into what happened in DBMM today.

Feeling frustrated because my Device Central doesnt work and i guess i have to wait few more days before i can get the flash installation from cavin and re-install the whole thing.
I can foresee that i'm going to lag very back in MMP2.

haiz~



























forget it, i dont think i can post what i have just wrote. I dont want any lecturer to come up and ask me if i am ok.
It's not anyone's fault. It's my fault for being so stupid. And having a lousy memory.

Gonna really start on my proposal if i dont want to have a nervous breakdown on wednesday night.

warning: JRock ramblings



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*sighs*
I think a career in playing bands should be regarded as "hazardous jobs".

I just read that Tora (Gt) from alice nine is suffering from a chronic illness, spinal disk hernia and he can't feel anything from his neck down to his left hand.
And the worst thing he plays the guitar. If he continue to manage more than he can, chances are, he will become paralyse.
So now, alice nine are not able to go on with their tour because of that condition. Hope Tora gets well soon =(

Well, i'm sure not only Tora faces such worrying health problem. Kyo (Dir en Grey) for example almost died. Not really sure if that is true but i read somewhere sometime back in 2001, he suffered from dunno what health problems and almost died from it. Luckily, he managed to fight back and he is now deaf in one ear. Then since from that experience, he made a song Ain't Afraid to Die. Somewhat haunting, that song, especially the children vocals in the background.

Of course there are unlucky ones and the classic example will be hide (X-Japan), although he didnt really died from medical problems. But it is still a loss to the JRock industry. Kami (Malice Mizer) also died from bleeding in the brain. =(
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God! What am i doing here instead of doing my presentation??

Song: SHINE
by: 12012

Fell my hair in the morning at a salon which i used to frequent.
Not really happy with it 'cause what i wanted was a bit my way and what i got in the end was some "in-the-trend"hair.
I still prefer to go to my cousin's friend. Haiz~at least she's around my age. And i can really crap with her, demand unreasonable picky hairstyles from her xD
But she's not free =(
So had to settle with the one in salon. Not that they are lousy whatsoever, but we have generation gap and i think they don't really understand they kind of hairstyle.
But well, just endure this hair for few more months and i'll be off to see Jaq =)

Things with school are looking really bleak so far. SWEN just killed me. While i'm still trying to digest and come in terms with Problem PAckage 1, our Doctor threw us another problem package. Really, i think i'm gonna need MC from him.

Not to mention the project proposal for MMP2 and DBMM. All due next week. And not forgetting our monday and tuesday end on a relatively shitty timing.

ARGGG I DONT WANT TO GO FOR MY JAPANESE TEST TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
Takes me an hour and half to get there and other 1 1/2 hour to come back home. Haiz.
I've even lost the mood to study for it. In the end i found myself reading other chapters which we are going to study in March (if i'm going to continue, that is).

=3

On the bright side, Kagrra, just released their latest album ^^

Song: Together again
by: mink

one word - sian.

Seriously i can't foresee how i'm going to do my project, especially when i mixed up/ dont understand most of the codes i'm typing.

This calls for a miracle.

gg. Hah.

Song: Shiroi Ashiato
by: girugamesh

girugamesh = ♥ ♥ ♥

They are heavy, BUT melodic. In a nice way, of course.
One thing i really love about heavy bands is that they make really emo songs. I really adore their latest album, especially Kowarete Iku Sekai (emo song of course), but i was really disappointed with that PV. The whole thing will look real nice if they show them play the song.

Ok, enough about that. School was ok today i guess.
As usual, SWEN was urrggghhh. Haven't really start my research yet. And we are supposed to share what we found with the rest tomorrow.

Didn't get to eat my lunch today. Not really in the mood to eat also. With SWEN and MMP2 after that fucking short 1 hour break, i dont think i can stomach the food. Besides if i eat too full, i'll end up falling asleep in SWEN class anyway.

Tomorrow is DBMM, SWEN and MMP2 AGAIN. from 9-6. Haha! Hope i can survive tomorrow.

Song: Meisou Honnou
by: Kagerou

Flex is lagging my laptop. It crashed on my just now when i tried to run the codes.
ARG!!!!!!!!
I think i hate monday. DBMM and MMP2 together is already a pain. And SWEN just have to squeeze its ass in between these two? Seriously man, what were the Admin people thinking? Think we are super? And SWEN is so demanding! Now it seems like all three subjects' dateline is on Monday. Spent the whole of Fri and today doing Flex and Flash tutorials. While i'm done going through Flash, i'm only half-way through Flex. And i've only done a little research on the stupid dunno-what-software-processing thing.
Not to mention i haven't think what i want to do for MMP2. I can't seem to think of what kind of application that suits the Health Promotion Board thingy. ARGG.
MMP2 proposal is due on week 3. That means we only have next week to do the proposal! And i have my japanese test next sunday too! And i have not even start studying for it.
But on the bright side, my japanese lessons are ending on the 13th. So hopefully i won't feel so hectic =)

Anyway, i'm REALLY feeling sorry for Tooru's face now. I think i'm going to change the header soon. Gah!

Song: Chikyuu no naka de futarikkiri
by: doa

As I walked to the Student Development Center for my CDS this morning, taking the short cut from behind the IT school. As i was just about to cross the carpark, a taxi pulled up next to me and asked how to get to the Design School. The lady passenger seemed to be in a rush and since i was the only person there, the taxi driver asked me i would get on the taxi and showed them the way.
Of course i did and i got a "free ride" to Design School. I don't really mind since SDC is not really far away from there. The uncle was kind enough to ask me if i were late and offered to send me back to where he picked me up.

Aww...i feel happy to be able to help them. Aww =)

I feel the rush to complete whatever work i can at the moment, so i've finished typing out my group's short script and phew...next week CDS's work is done ^^

Happy happy happy.




Dorky Reita and Uruha ♥

Credits to someone i don't know =)

In IT lab now...waiting for my CDS to start at 10.
Printed my log book and LOA form my sis and since i still have sometime left I decided to surf the IT website.
Yea, I have no life. =)
And to my horror, i discovered that our year is still being regarded as Year 1 in the eyes of TP.

Hahaha.
http://it-enjoy/
Click on Year 1 (IND)
Hahaha...my bad. That was the schoool intranet. =P

Hahahaha. Yes and i really have no life.
There! 5 mins have past, I can walk over to the Student Lounge now =)

Song: Itoshii Hito (Beta de Suman.)-2006 ver-
by: Miyavi

Fuck the blogger. It just deleted my long post.

Too lazy to type again.
Going off to complete my log book for Understanding Theatre due this fri.

Fuck blogger. Waste my effort typing out all my thoughts.

Song: Tasogare Resutoran
by: Merry

Livejournal = Blogger world of iMac

Stupid staffs of livejournal who kept changing the area for customizing your livejournal and i totally got lost trying to figure out how to change my layout. There was instructions telling me how to do it but pfft, they didn't update their instructions (because of the stupid changes that occur frequently) and in the end i had to work my way around myself.
And no, i'm not changing to livejournal. They have a complicated way of customizing your journals and the codes used are completely different from here as well. The first time i did my customization over at LJ, i almost died 'cause it took me dunno how many days figure what codes do what. The way LJ presents it's journal might be more pleasing and organised and there might be more features as compared to Blogger, but i think i like Blogger more. At least i dont have to choose S1 or S2 style, change the layout to Smooth Sailing or Flexible Squares (which i have no idea what they do) and etc.
So i think i'll just take other people's codes for now. I'm too lazy to even create my own header.

Anway, had strange and scary dreams last night. I dreamt i was in Hell's Kitchen (was it how it's named?) o.O
Except that it took place in my own kitchen and with some other people. OMG. I had no knowledge of cooking but somehow i found myself preparing some tonic soup and don't know what kind of fried rice. And i remembered i was saying "oh shit! Will i get scolded by that guy? What's going to happen now?" to myself.
Before that i had an even more scary dream. Shall not elaborate on that and no, it does not involve zombies, ghosts, gruesome human remains or vampires of any kind.
I think all these are better than that what i had dreamt =.=
Thinking of it still gives me the shudders now. Oh and to add, characters involved in that dream are all humans.

The last one was qutie cool...i cant really remember the details but i remembered something about Akumas (devils) chasing after someone i'm supposed to protect and me shouting "INNONCENCE, HATSUDO!!" before waking up. lols. D.Gray-Man is really getting into me =)