Song: Cyclone
by: 12012

Shan't talk about WAD test for tomorrow. Most probably it will be gg for me.
Haha.
Of course i'm studying now! Although it's going to be gg, i haven't give up all hopes yet. =\

D.Gray-Man is now on Arts Central. Don't really like this few episodes because i've watched before and it's going to be draggy. Suman the Fallen One, Allen trying very hard to save Suman from getting killed by his Innocence, Allen meets Tyki, Tyki broke Allen's arm etc.
Seriously it was damn exciting and a cliff-hanger when you watch it once. The seond time? I'll start to get bored.

Level 1 Akumas are stupid retards, who did everything as they are told.
Level 2 Akumas are even more retards, who think they are very powerful and can kill exorcists off easily.
Haha...i feel amused everytime i see them out in D.Gray-Man, which is why...the Ancient Family rules! ESPECIALLY TYKKI (take note, zann ^^)

Talking about villians in anime series, one of my few top favourite villians is Naraku from Inuyasha. Solely because he is born evil and bloody cunning. The next is of course my Tykki =)



Anyway, enough of blabbering. Bye!

Song: want, want, want
by: 12012

HCI test tomorrow and i don't know what to study. Everything i read becomes blank. Like there's something between the words and my brain filtering all the information - ok, filter is not a good word to use- eating up all the information.

Lol i was thinking, if all else fails, i could just major in UCD / Usability studies and everyday just test websites - and still make money...haha cos according to George, being expert in that field can earn big bucks.

Nah, just kidding. I'm not for the money. If i work what i really love, i don't mind not earning big bucks. I'll be contented to have enough for 3 meals a day and a roof over my head. Oh yea, and also enough money to give my parents evey month. Seriously.

Arg i have a burning inspiration to write lyrics. But the thing i have no tune to write to, so i really have no idea how it will be going to turn out. I wrote a really short lyrics yesterday night when my sis was asleep.
And yes, i wrote in english, not japanese. My level of command is not that good yet. Hell, i would already wrote in japanese if i were good in it. Writing and singing in english is way toooo freaking weird for me. My first "song" is WEIRD. The tune just suddenly came in and before i knew it, i penned it down. Actually i have no idea if my lyrics and tune made sense. And my guitar skills is not even up to the mark yet. =.=
But anyway, quite happy that i managed to get my own song done withing 1/2 hour. Although it is a lousy crap.

Song: Michi
by: Tackey & Tsubasa

Honestly, sometimes i wished i had not become too attached to things/people around me. So that i can heck care a lot of things, whatever people do, that is their business and i don't think too much to it.

It is none of my business, or so i'd like to think.

Like how i was in the past.

But not so anymore. I've became too attached with contacts around me and i can't say the same thing. It hurts a lot sometimes and i just wished i can just abandon everything and walk away alone. Not so responsible eh? Well, maybe it's a form of protection. To make myself happier and forgiving.
What the hell am i saying?

No wonder i was mesmerized by the idea of living in isolation, up in the moutains.
And gain enlightenment.....ahhh how nice.....

Song: Hatsuyuki
by: Vidoll

Hoo....finally got my hands on Vidoll's newst album (Bastard). I'm still in the midst of going through the album but so far i think it's not bad! Though currently i don't have any favourites but i believe it will take take sometime to grow on me. So far, it's not really as heavy as i thought it will be, given the title name. But Jui's voice alone is enough to die for =)

Finally submitted the interim thing yesterday, and can you believe it, i actually struggled for the 8%! Heck i think it's my html codes that killed me when i put transferred that to dreamweaver. Cannot align the advertisment, layout distorted etc. Thanks to shar who helped me figured what went wrong. And shellen who helped me too = )
Anyway it's only 8%. Test more important...20%! Should have given crap for the interim but since it's a group work, i can't do it.
8% already struggle like hell. I wonder what will happen to the 72%. Hahaha...really gg.

Song: Doll's bar "V.I.D"
by: Vidoll

Going out on Sunday after my lessons is not a good thing at all.
Especially when you have school the next day.
It kinda makes you feel sick and want to go back home as soon as possible.
If it weren't for getting myself a new pair of shoes, i won't want to go out at all.
So yea, did buy myself a new pair of shoes.
But i can't really 'connect' with that shoe. It IS a nice shoe, but somehow i think it won't look fantastic with me.
Like it can't shine with me wearing it.
The only reason i bought it is because i depserately need a new shoe and that is the only shoe i can connect well with.
The rest i've seen is even worse. It's too feminie.
Like you can only wear it with a dress (thos mature kind).
Or wear it to work for those office ladies.

Oh well, ended the night with a Mcflurry. Yum =)

Song: Bath Room
by: the GazettE

Ahh...that feeling is back again. For some unknown reason.
The feeling of "I am feeling depressed but I don't know why".

It's not good i tell you. This is not my normal "emo mood" where some serious head-banging will make me feel better. Or listen to some emo songs to cry and i'll feel better after that.
I had this feeling 2 weeks earlier but sometime later i managed to kick this feeling off.

Now it's back again.
random: OO and how nice! I put my mp3 player on shuffle and it plays an emo song (12012's want, want, want) now

It seems like everyone's having a much better life than me. Maybe what i'm feeling is a sense of helplessness. Probably what i want is just confirmation of my own future - and this is what no one can ever help me with. What i strongly wish for might never come true but i don't want to live my life regretting that i did things i don't like.
I'm not saying i'm hating my study but i don't seem to be learning properly and fully so that i can maximise my knowledge when i go for intern next year.
Well heck i'm stupid for all i know because i can't seem to learn well.

Up to this point, i really envy those people who have a room to themselves. They can cry or without feeling embarassed when your siblings look at you thinking: Why is my sister crying?
Now i have to pretend i'm yawning and rubbing my eyes when in actual fact i rubbing away my tears.

Ahh heck. This is getting too riddiculus. I'm spending far too much time writing this entry.
Things seem better if you just go sleep and never wake up the next day.

Song: es
by: Duel Jewel

Something funny happened today.
Me and Seri was strolling around Toys r Us (the girl section).
Then we saw two different group of guys, four of them, looking at the things there.
One of them was holding a barbie doll.
Suddenly he said to us: "I'm not buying this for myself! This is a present for my niece!"
And he proceeded to ask what he should get for his niece.
Seri pointed to a set that cost $34.90 but he said his niece is not worth that price.
LOL.
Then we gave suggestions to what he should buy.
Oh and he seemed frightened about the fact that some girls are not feminine (don't like barbie dolls and such).
Hahaha. Pretty funny AND random.
'Cause we are not even looking at him (looking around) and he suddenly 'confessed' that the doll was not for himself.

The second group of guys queued behind us to pay for their stuffs (something from that section) and they pitied our little piggy for being sealed in a plastic bag, not being able to breathe and had to wait veryyyyy long to get paid.
They were talking in Malay and Seri translated it for me. Funny =)

Song: I Wish 2007
by: P'unk~en~Ciel (alter ego of L'Arc~en~Ciel)

Tired.
That's all i can say.
Is pia-ing the HCI tutorial for tomorrow.

HCI today (and monday) was fun.
Sort of.
Kinda feels like doing art and craft back in primary school.
Except that it was a group work.
Hahaha.
Cut this, paste this, write this. Oh so colourful =)
Ok maybe not that colourful but we had blue and yellow and the different colours markers.
Put them all together = colourful 'webpages'.
Hahahha.

Ok i'm being lame. Oh well *shrugs*

Song: Via Dolorosa

by: Abingdon Boys School

It's FANGIRLING TIME

^^

November and December will be good months for me, eh?

Vidoll's album on the 21/11

And now.....12012's album on the 12/12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it me or these VK bands are feeling more and more like Osahre Kei bands? Esp with their title sounding and everything.
Talk about releases, i remembered Kagrra, is also releasing a new album titled Core in January.
So make November, December and January good months for me. (edit: no photos 'cause their OHP are still updating i think)

And Core is Kagrra,'s FIRST title in English. Hahaha, just hope Isshi won't start singing/rapping in english o.O
That's so not Kagrra,
But then again, they are free to experiment with new sounds. I think i might be ok with it unless Isshi starts rapping hardcore. That will be way weird.

So has 12012 majored? Since one of their song has been featured as an ending theme on an anime (erm...forgot what anime it was...was it Romeo x Juliet?), i pressumed yes, they have majored.
Anyway, my point is, as more VK bands majored, they lost their visual look. Kagrra, and Dir en Grey are very good examples.

Compare this with the picture above.
This was probably taken during their indie times, but i'm not going to complain about the way they change their look. As long as they don't suddenly change to Osare Kei sounding band (eg. happy, CUTE, COLOURFUL), i'm a happy fangirl =)

Time to prepare for my lessons at JAS later on. See ya
And I have one question i've yet to solve

Song: Last Snow
by: Merry

Some people/person really have nothing to do, so they decide to make a fool of themselves by insulting people on their tagboard.

Well, GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU ASSHOLE.

Thanks to 'those passers-by', i can vent some of my anger on pq's tagboard ^^;

So remember, if you dont like what you read on my or my friends' blogs, THEN PLEASE GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF THESE BLOGS, LOSERS.

This is OUR lives. NOT yours.

YOU CAN GO FUCK EVERYONE YOU SEE, SEDUCE ANYONE FOR ALL YOU WANT AND I'LL NOT INSULT YOU BECAUSE IT'S NOT MY LIFE.

If you get AIDS, i'll laugh, that's all.
This is your retribution for behaving so loose and slutty (note: this applies for all guys and girls in my case).

And please, dont embarass your parents/friends with those childish tactics. I'll probably bang my head on the wall if i have a friend/child like that.

Get a life. Thank you very much.

Song: Kyokuu ni Sousou
by: Clavier

No blogging using the white laptop this time round. It's sort of hard having two laptops on without leaving the other unattended. D:

Ahh~gomen gladys san, i forgot to mention whose laptop it was. It's my aunt's. My desktop's OS got corrupted so my sis borrowed my aunt's laptop so she could do her internet research without having to use mine.

Life gets depressing as the interview assessment draws near. At least i've managed to borrow my suits for that interview....but that's not the point i want to make. Oh well. D:
I think i feel even worse after i attended friday's etiquette lesson. Don't ask me why. I haven't got any clue. D:


Sorry for the short post, peeps. D:

Song: fall of leaves....
by: Juka

Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! It's sort of nice to type using a big laptop for a change, after using my small laptop for some time.

This laptop is bigggggggg (not sure of the resolution though), and white. And the keyboard is LOVE <3
Very nice to type and i have this urge to type furiously on this keyboard and hear the nice sound given off by the keyboard when i pressed the buttons. But obviously, this laptop is not mine =(
How i wish i can have another laptop like this. Heck i have always wanted a white laptop but it looked like there were none when i bought my current laptop that year. Talk about being greedy xD

Windows Vista is weird. Maybe i'm not used to the interface?

Ahhhhh~~

But l love the whiteness! It practically glared right into my eye when i looked at the screen! It's fluffy shining white!!!
*Wonders how long will this laptop be in my home* Maybe i'll even used this laptop instead of mine to surf the net! Woohoo! But a pity, this laptop doesn't store all my jrock collections. If i ever wanted to use this laptop AND listen to songs, i'll have to switch on my lappy to play those songs!!!!

=(

Anyway, School was ok, at least for the later part of the school. WAD was somewhat frustrasting . I thought HCI would be worse but surprise surprise! We get to do a 'field activity' and this meant that we dont have to sit in the class for 2 hours! Instead we were sent around IT/AS school to study at some interfaces and come up with design principles and rules.
Principles were freaking hard to come up with but i guess all went well in the end.
Let's just say the class ended with us laughing pretty much and hard. Hahaha we gotta thank wei zhe for that ^^

Song: Over...
by: 12012


WOo Hoo! I'm back again. Couldn't resist posting after i've been to Vidoll's OHP.


Anyone noticed i've gone on a posting binge recently? Hmm...this usually means that i'll not update for a period of time after my posting binge is over. Haha.

Left to right:
In red: Rame (bass) *loves*
With leg propping up: Shun (Guitar)
Center: Jui (Vocals) *______*
In brown: Tero (Drums) *squeals*
With white streaks (hair): Giru (Guitar)

Totally feel in love with this picture taken from their OHP. I'm slow. I just realised they are releasing a new album, Bastard, on 21/11.

LOL. Bastard. The title alone sounded pretty angry. *wonders if Jui's gonna scream?*
Muahahahahahahahahahha! Vidoll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies*
Rame scrapped his blog off =(
Shun looks sexy exposing his thighs, as usual. <3
Jui looks delicious *glomps*
Tero looks cool and CUTE ^_^
Giru....ahhh....he looks pretty and cute in visual kei mood. But he looked so fierce in his 'normal everyday' mood. You scare me =(((((((((((

Song: Glitter
by: Phantasmagoria

School is ok today.
It will gonna suck big time tomorrow. 4 full hours of formal lessons. The teacher is ok but not the way she conducted the lessons. Everything must be formal =.=
4 straight hours of lessons sure need break right? George even gave us 2 breaks for 3 horus lessons in Introduction to 3D last sem.
And CMSK2? Her idea of break? Walk around the school for 1/2 DOING WORK.
Doing work, mind you, not sit down and drink /eat something. Bleh~CMSK2 sucks.
And i hate formal events.


Phantasmagoria.....are you all considered as 'disbanded' yet? You said that you would be disbanded in August. And now look! What month is it? November! And you are still releasing album! *Aww..but i love the first instrumental track. It's pwetty!*
Ok, i know i can't blame the four of you. Want to blame, blame Kisaki for all these weird releases. The rest of you are innocent =)
Blame Kisaki for wanting to squeeze us fans dry of our money before he's happy. xD
Thinking back, i think it's quite weird for Phantasmagoria to disband just because Kisaki wanted to quit the music scene. They can always find a replacement for him to play the bass.
Ah well~ i dont know. Kisaki sort of reminds me of Mana.
Yea, Kisaki, Mana Number 2. xD
Self-centered ^^

Song: Keishou no Izumi
by: Juka

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Monday 5th nov 12:16 am.


PHEW
I'm writing this entry on my notepad because the lightning has gotten a bit more intense and i dont want my wireless to kena lightning strike because of it, so i decided to shut it down. So i shall post this entry once i get online the next day.

Why did i decide to blog again barely after 2 hours of the previous entry ?
I've just recovered from a shock.
I'VE SMACKED A DARN BLOODY COCKROACH.

i think just sometime before i shut my wireless, my sis started screaming, saying that a cockroach has invaded into our bedroom.

Panic started soon after.
She shifted a plastic bag in order to make that cockroach move because i couldn't see it.
And in the end it ran under a cupboard =.=
So she used insecticide to force it out.
Waited for sometime before it came out.
Panic started again.
It ran under my sis's bed.
Then under my bed.
Then back to my sis's bed.
We screamed a lot.
Ok basically it was me because she was too afraid to go near the cockroach to spray at it.
So i screamed at her "GO CLOSER AND SPARY LA!!"
Then it ran out, tried to hide in between some gaps.
But i pulled the things out.
I couldn't spot the cockroach.
Then i heard my sis screaming behind me.
I turned around.
Saw it.
Hit it with my weapon (erm...rolled up paper).
MISS.
Hit again.
BINGO. But ouch, slammed my fingers during the process too.
It lay dead.
VICTORY.
Then my father got woken up from his sleep. Obviously we were too noisy.
BEGGED my father to dispose that disgusting corpse.
Cleared up.I went to get the mop to mop the liquid off.And that liquid was a puddle of transparant liquid and some blackness.
Euuks.

This is the second time that an idiot cockroach invaded our bedroom. The first time was during the early morning like 5+ am? It climbed onto my mum.................

Song: Yozora ni Saku Hana
by: Clavier

Hee. I'm back. Tadaima.

It's raining heavily now and plus Clavier's Yozora ni Saku Hana....i'm feeling full of emo goodness.

And darn that 93.3
They won't play Dir en Grey's DOZING GREEN although it reaches 3rd on the Oricon Charts.
"So what? You also say it's 3rd!"

But i think they should play it because it's really not those normal songs you hear on radio. Now everyone will think Japan has no popular music genre except for J-pop.
Grr...but at least one of them DID feature 12012's How About Truth... and one other singer two or three weeks ago.
And he admitted those songs are underground music. LOL.

Haiz~ i'm still addicted to DOZING GREEN.

Hahahha maybe i should feature that song in my next 'song rotation'. It's not that terrible screamo / hard (well at least by my standard). I love that song because i can feel Kyo putting in a lot of emotions inside. It's a relative good song if you are feeling fucked up or irritated about somethings and you dont have anything/ anywhere to vent your anger on. Dir en Grey's have better, heavier, more screamy songs that will release your frustrations.

Gotta go back to the powerpoint presentation and stuffs. Oh well. See ya.

Song: FUZZ
by: MUCC

Just finish washing the dishes for dinner and now my shirt is wet =\
What's with MUCC and all those electronic beats anyway? But it sounds great in this song.
I'm feeling tired and cranky. Not a good mood to be. Tired + cranky. Oh well. I've felt worse.
As i walked down the stairs after CDS, i saw this poster that read: Feeling that life is hopeless? You maybe suffering from depression.

Honestly i'm feeling like that right now. And the only thing that is supporting me right now is all my jrock collections and the visual kei boys guys. And of course Seri. Haha.



Have you ever threatened to slit your wrist in front of your mum?



I did that before.



More Dir en Grey please.

Song: ROTTING ROOT
by: Dir en Grey

So after a few Dir en Grey's songs, with Kyo screaming like mad, plus some serious head-banging, i think i'm quite alright now.

Don't know why i'm blogging now. The sudden urge to write something down overcame me, but now i found myself with nothing to write about.

Lol...almost wanted to blast my songs but looking at the time now, i think the police might come knocking at my door if i really did it.

My mind is blank.
My desire to head-bang some more has just become more intense.
I have just decided that i want to skip lessons tomorrow. Just kidding.
I still want to buy those dried mangos. =(
My mum has just entered my room and now she has left the room.
I'mtired.
But i dont feel like sleeping anytime soon.

Have you ever feel like going shopping all alone by yourself? I've always wanted 'cause it's fun, especially today when school ended early. But i decided not to because i'm was feeling sian.
Yes. Shopping alone IS fun.
You do whatever you like.
You go wherever you want.
Hell yes, i'm anti-social and i'm loving it xD
Anyway, I just realised that i've actually chosen Afghanistan as my country under my profile in Blogger. And i'm an accountant. Muahahaha.

Sorry for crapping on. I think i should be getting my beauty sleep now. Good night...erm i mean good morning everyone.

Song: DOZING GREEN
by: Dir en Grey

I don't think i can stop listening to this song and Kyo sounds good in screaming mood, esp when he goes all high up in his vocals <3
School is ok so far and i think eveyone agrees that HCI is the killer. Not that we dont understand the subject, but we just dont understand what is expected from us. Especially the Fila Chart.

Some shit has been happening but i'm not so angry if it happens on me. I'll be angry but only for a while. But now the victims are not me and i'm feeling angry for them.
Damn fucking angry.

Maybe one day we should have a conference? And the sign should read: MEMBERS ONLY.




Honestly i'm feeling emotionless now. Well, maybe because i'm feeling too fed-up. Any remedies? I heard Dir en Grey is a good remedy UnsraW isn't too bad either. xD