Feel like taking the painkillers. =(
Actually i didnt want to take it last night, but i came down with a slight fever so i took it.

Now i'm tempted to take it again cos the pain is right down my throat. It hurts to even swallow my saliva, let alone drink water.
Strange eh? The place that actually hurts more is my throat, not my gums. Hahaha.





I can't breathe =(






not feeling good.
x_x



hope i'll feel better tomorrow.

IT'S COMING




But i'm not going to take any pain killers
8)



ARRGGGGG
*faints*

Song: Dirty Faith

by: Nega

Just came back from the dentist.

One wisdom tooth gone! And I feel more stupid. Heh.

I believe the red parts are pieces of my gum. Well, tried to wash them off but they were stuck firmly to my tooth, not wanting to budge off.
*Shrugs* Oh well....

Decided to keep it because of the hassle that the dentist went through and the amount of struggle i put up just so that it would come off.

I think i requested too many jabs. Now instead of my lower right jaw feeling numb, the whole of my right face (below the eyes), including my ear are feeling numb....hohohoho.
And what i'm doing now? Waiting for the effect to wear off so that i can feel the REAL pain. Heh.

WAHAHAHA! Finally found Kagrra,'s visual style in their early days! INTERESTING! If i never listen to them before, i'll never in my life guess the type of music style they are in because they looked aggressive!!

Red hair: Akiya (Guitar)
Sitting down/Princess: Isshi (Vocal)
Blond/At the back: Shin (Guitar/Koto)
In red, purple piece/ looking dorky: Nao (Bass)
Hair tied up/ high collar/ looking like a vampire: Izumi (Drums)

X.x
They looked damn cute can??!

Ok, this is their style after major, i think this was taken 1 year ago? Looks like their style set for Utakata single.

Left to Right: Nao, Shin, Isshi, Izumi, Akiya








Kagrra, ♥

Song: DEAREST
by: deathgaze

I wonder how would people react if they found out i smoke?
I really wanted to get wasted in one part of my life or another but i remembered a promise i made to a random stranger.
That i wont touch cigarattes.
O well, gotta to stick with that promist, aren't i?
It's a challenge to stick to what you promised to.
Besides, if i were to smoke and my parents found out, i think my dad would break my hands, throw me out of the house before disowning me.

But then again, i do really respect those smokers who can quit.
There are some people who wanted to quit but didn't because they said they can't. Well when my dad said quit, he threw all his cigarattes away in the bin at once and never whined about addictions coming back.
Well, that was before we were born, of course.

Song: orion
by: SID

My mind is blank now.
Can't think of what to write.
Let's see.
Went for lunch at Century with Anisah and Yi Lin today because Yi Lin is going back to Australia tomorrow for her studies.
All the best! Good Luck!
Then went to Sim Lim to meet the gang (minus Haris, Seri, Fie).
Check if my laptop can upgrade its RAM.
Didn't upgrade in the end cos i need to think about the warranty issue and if i should upgrade to 2 GB instead of 1.
The rest wanted go play pool but i decided to back out because i was damn tired.
Got no idea why i was tired.
Just wanted go back home and stone.
Took 23 and changed to 8.
Bought dinner back.
Watched some tv program (yes i do occasionally watch them).
Shower.
Switched on laptop.
And re-watch I Want to Love You Tender MTV.
Laughed like some deranged ass.
My mum came to see what i was laughing about.
Watched a bit with me.
Didn't found it funny cos she said she grew up in that era.
Watched the parady and laughed some more.

That's all i guess. Gonna watch anime later. Then go sleep.
Oh, i'm think SID's latest album is pretty good.

Speaking of SID, i'm reminded of girugamesh.
Gosh, my latest addiction.
Watched some random extra footages (dont know from which dvd)
Everyone is soooo funny and cute ^^
And Satoshi was stuck in the toilet backstage.
I wonder which country they went that time...Germany?
Can see the ang mohs coming back with the keys to unlock but with no luck.
That was one hilarious part.
I can imagine Satoshi getting paranoid to get out.
And girugamesh looks cute without makeup.
Ryo's eyes are bloody tiny and small.
I wonder if he can see things clearly.
Satoshi looks cute as usual.
I LOVE his voice.
Especially his singing voice. <3333333333
Nii looks shy! I dont know why but he looks shy!!
And Shuu is nowhere to be seen.



OK i'm ranting on!!!!!!!!!
Yappari, i'm gonna stick with JRock with a little while more ne?
Pop still gives me the shivers.


Thanks to my cousin huh, i'm getting my interest in Korean language back a little.
So went to listen to the ending theme of Black Blood Brothers (anime) and yes, IT'S A KOREAN SONG.
Tried to sing with her.
Damn happy i can still recognise some letters.
Especially when the parts you have to curl and roll your tongue.
I CAN DO IT!!!!!
WHHHOOT.
But not as skilled though.
Then i remember i got Jang Na Ra's cd.
I bought it before the whole SG became really crazy with Korea.
Shall gave it a listen to practise what i know.
Do you believe i have BoA's CD??????????
But it's in Korean.
I can't believe i bought her CD.
No she's not bad, but i think her songs are not for me.

But i guess i'll be more comfortable in japanese.
Because i think it's more fun when you can rap along with the songs in japanese.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Ok, i'm still not into rap, hip-hop.


And i'm still ranting on.
And i dont know why.



And my sis and mum wants to sleep!!!!!!
*sighs*
I'm so full now.
I dont think i can sleep.
*random* Why is SID sounding a bit like pop? SO HAPPY.
*shivers*
Ok.
The end.
Logging out.
Why did i write so long?
I also dont know.
I dont write for people's sake.
I want to write FOR MYSELF.
I think from now on, i'll write totally things that are meaningful to me only.
Try ar.
Ok?

今日は楽しかった。
姉ちゃんばか。
お休み。

Suddenly i feel so tired. Probably the after-effects of the projects are taking a toll on me now.

phew~

excuse me while i enjoy my time sitting in front of the laptop stoning and doing nothing.

chuu~

Song: JOHN
by: LM.C


LM.C is the HAPPIEST sounding rock band in my playlist. I'm quite amazed how i put up with them....but i guess everything has its own exception ^^
For once, i think i'm glad i have them because it is impossible not to laugh when you hear them, or see their PV and considering that Maya & Aiji has hit their 30s. Ok, not Maya. I think he's close to 29? And mind you, their PV is bloody CUTE and COLOURFUL. Seeing Maya acting cute makes me go WTF? and ROFL.
But well, in the end i rather enjoy their songs a lot.
And i can't still quite believe these boys are in the happy/ cute look. Especially Aiji. Before Pierrot disbanded and when he was with Kirito and all, he looked that kind of big brother / Pierrot's manager look.
But after joining LM.C, he seems to have caught the craziness from Maya, who i think caught his craziness from Miyavi, since Maya was Miyavi's guitarist before.

Seeing Aiji looking cute with Maya still amuses me a lot.




hahaha.

YEA. THE FUCKING SWEN IS OVER.



Let me take pleasure in saying this for one last time.


FUCKING SOFTWARE ENGINEERING, SWEN, IS FINALLY FUCKING OVER.

NO MORE SEEING THE DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
\,,,/ *headbangs* \,,,/





And now, back to chionging DBMM report.

Song: brilliancy
by: Juka


Chalet last weekend with family members never seemed more fun though i didn't really take part in their 'activities'.

I dont think my cousin will be too horrified that i put her sleeping pose up (well, if you do just tell me haha). So while the rest are enjoying their majong session outside, i spent my own private time happily in one of the rooms blasting my songs. One room to myself on a huge bed. What's there not to like? And plus, the bed and pillows are so comfy that i wished it was mine.

Came back home on Sunday morning and went to school in the afternoon and realised some of us were there as well. Stayed till 10+

*gasp* WHERE THE HELL IS THE LIFT??????????????????

Now in the middle of MMP2 presentation.

Going to have an update soon!

:D

Somehow i can't resist hamsters looking like this when they sleep so i took a picture of Yuki. And that was before i banged the cage to take my hand out and that promptly woke her up.

Taken a long time ago, during CMSK4? (The one with Gwen). Pretty eh? I think somehow it hit us that we all have our laptops with us. The good old days~

Colourful plushies eh? Taken at Escape Theme Park. Well, i didn't go there for fun. More for school work, INMM (argh) but in the end i didn't use it and found it a waste to delete them away. ^^

And lastly, a rare (ok, not so rare) picture of myself taken on Friday. The second day of New Year. I was tempted to paint my nails black but oh well, since i have to shake hands with my grandmother, and she MIGHT see it, so i decided to forget it.

Song: Maiden
by: Metis Gretel

HAIZ~ Metis Gretel = another band disbanding.
"Just as their music is getting great". How true....

Anyways i really don't have the mood to blog about CNY. Because most of the time, i'm thinking about projects, CDS script, rewritting it, how to find time to rehearse. All these by next friday, which means i only have 5 more days left.
Not to mention i can't stay all the way to 6 since i got something on Friday night.
AND SWEN RESEARCH. die.

Even as i'm blogging, i'm thinking about my work. No mood la. Think i'm going to do some actual work. Whether i like it or not.

Speaking about CNY, it seems like i dont even almost care about the dress code. I almost wore clothes with skull prints, and wanted to wear braclet with skulls on it if my mum and grandma wasn't so objective to things like that.
I've wore almost all black last year and the feeling was great because people all around you were wearing bright happy colours except for myself. Hahaha. Cool.

Song: CALM ENVY

by: the GazettE

JRock Rambles.

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Took me long to blog this.

Ever since i've watched the PV for Over...by 12012, I will sometimes think that the vocalist for the GazettE is Wataru. I didn't believe the internet saying how Wataru resembles Ruki in that PV at first but after watching it, i began to believe it totally.

Throughout the whole PV i keep seeing Ruki, Ruki, Ruki instead of Wataru. lols.

And ever since that PV, i keep having this thought if Ruki and Wataru are brothers.

If i'm not wrong, Wataru is older than Ruki and Ruki DOES have an older brother. ^^

Wataru

Ruki

Well, just to prove my point :D

Song: フッフー
by: ムニムニ

Totally fascinated by ムニムニ (munimuni). I read off somewhere that their songs belong to oldschool goth / death rock.
Quite a unique sound i must say. They do have some screaming here and there BUT i assure you it's not even aggressive. Theirs is nothing if you compare them with girugamesh/Nega or whichever thousands of VK indie bands out there.

Their sound....is hard to describe. A lot of funny sounds (made mostly by guitars) and the vocalist ( Mantenrou Kamui) don't sing normally. Having their songs on repeat can make me enter some trance. lols.
I must agree, munimuni is not for everyone because their sound is damn weird. Whoot! I like bands that dont stick to conventional sounds. Off from their Magaru Sekai (not really sure of the kanji reading) mini-album, i thought パワー (Pawaa) is damn cute.
Aiya...really don't know how to describe them! Kamui don't really scream, nor sing. Hahahha. But the music is sort of quite addictive.

If i were really to describe them, hmm...let's say if my mum wear to hear them, she would ask: "What kind of song is that? A bunch of ghosts howling?"

*off to find more songs by them*

Song: Dress (bloody trinity mix)

by: Buck-Tick

Emo-ed to two songs the whole day today.

And yes, i found out i can emo to R&B songs. I don't mean that i love R&B now. I was ok with them but that song just happens to have the perfect mood to sleep and emo at the same time. Hahaha.

Emo rock songs are still the best though :)

So after DBMM i went straight to level 6. Talk abit to Haris and went off to sit outside SWEN's lab to emo more.

Was feeling kind of lame while emo-ing so....

There were more but let's say my hands were to tired to hold in the same position and so the pictures turned out kinda ugly and blur. Hahaha.

Had subject survey for SWEN and i put 'strongly disagree' where it should be. The comments were also very negative and when they ask for any positive points i just put 'not applicable'. lols. Maybe the SWEN team should review on the subject and the way it's taught before more people die under it. :S

Song: SILENT ~niji no kiseki~
by: Kisaki Project (featuring Jui)

Lost my temper again today. Not a good feeling. Somehow the anger just erupt and i start raising my voice.
Haiz~i think it's a little improvement as compared from the past. At least i didn't start screaming and hollering and banging and throwing stuffs, slamming the doors etc.

Hell, i NEED an anger management class.

If i'm alright/ feeling fine. I AM an angel. *coughs*
If i'm not. Heh. Get ready for hell.
But i rarely lose my temper in the public. The most is i'll throw stuffs or bang things real hard. I won't start hollering.

GG.

Song: Himitsu
by: Kagrra,


To continue off from where i left yesterday....

Kaya

Hizaki

Mana

LOLs. I'm a little slow. Now I finally see why they wear choker around their neck. To hide their Adam's Apple. Hahaha.
Gotta salute them. Look at their shoes.
Those lolita shops here don't sell these kind of high shoes. Aww man. :(
Well, if they were selling, it'll prolly gonna cost at least $200. Prolly more if you are buying off from Mana's label.

Phew. Finally feel better. Oh yea. I FINALLY found someone who has the same brithdate as me and he is: Juka!!!!!!!!!
But the sad news is that he is taking a break to cure his lung/throat illness. Aww man! And i one of my New Year's resolution is to listen to more Juka so i can fall in love with him....and this had to happen!
Goodness know when he will be resuming his activities. Hope he gets well soon! :(

Kaes, it's anime time on Channel U! Full Metal Alchemist <3

Song: Season's Call
by: HYDE








WARNING:
I don't think you will be interested to read this. Need to get my thoughts off and i can't find a place to ramble other than here. Well, this IS my blog after all and i have the right to write what i want.







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A girl? A guy?
Since the name kena chop off, i can't really confirm my hunch but after doing some searching on Matenrou Opera's official site, there's this high possibility it's a guy.
Apparently, he and one other has left the band (and have been replaced by other people), no wonder i couldn't find their names on the profile page.

*sighs* Will just look at his eyes? MUCH MORE PRETTIER THAN GIRLS' ONES CAN.
Even the face too. New Indie VK bands nowadays seems to have surpassed those Indie VK bands few years before. At least i can differentiate if they are guys even if they dress something like that but now, i can't convince my mind that it's a guy i'm staring straight into although i bloody know well it's a guy.

If you think this Hero here looks like a girl. Then i think you are so damn wrong. Compared to the one above....I THINK THIS ONE IS SO DAMN BLOODY OBVIOUS IT'S A GUY.

I haven't post pictures of Hizaki / Kaya or Mana (cross-dressing) yet right? Well i think Mana might have a give-away because he looks plain weird trying to look like a girl. Haha. I think Kaya looks the best out of the three.
Did i mention i spotted Hizaki wearing a bra for his latest single's photoshoot? lols.

Now, that's what i call Underground Fashion. Hahahaha. And i bloody love that. Guys with too muscular body just dont attract me AT ALL.
hehehehe. FREAK OUT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D