Song: Love Letter
by: Gackt

School has been pretty busy ever since from Day1 and seems like it will be that throughout the rest of the semester.

Things have changed way too much as compared a year ago, when we are all freshies. Expectations, workloads, the class and our dear classmates (not being sacarstic). From one big united group, then into 3 big groups, and then into sub-groups.
Hahaha i think you all have read enough if you go to seri's blog. But i'm not trying to take her opinions into my blog.
I still remembered Rick asked us if we have felt very strongly after being misunderstood by friends. Some of them nodded their heads but i told him i cant't remember it. He looked surprised and said i had this character that "forgives and forgets".
The fact that our class has turned out like that is really a pity for me. I was (and still am) very happy when i first entered C140. The class bonds was very very strong. This is the ONLY class that I have feelings for. Primary and secondary school days have left me with bad memories and I can tell you that classes with strong bonds don't just drop down from the sky. It takes two hands to clap and we all must be willing to forgive and forget each other's bad points to create strong bonded class. Of course, we all also must be sensitive, not only to other people's feelings, but also to our own actions.

Arrg...my head is so messed up now and i can't even think of how to put my feelings across.
Each individuals are special and we cannot expect their characteristics to meet our own expectations.

No matter how much our class has changed, i still see everybody as individuals and i wish to tell you that i love all of you. I won't want to judge you based on your actions.

It is really painful to hate someone, or keep thinking on things that cannot be changed. For my case, i've learnt to take a step backwards and realised how silly it is to stress yourself out of these situations that you cannot change.

Done with all the lectures. So my point? Forgive and forget. Let us start all over again, although it is not as easy as said.
Ahh...i wonder if i'll live longer as Rick has said.