Cheese Girl

2008-05-06T23:14:00.001+08:00

I HAS MOVED.

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2008-05-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

Song: Late Show
by: GARDEN

Looks like i'm going to watch Speed Racer after all.

Lol.

Laughed a lot today.

One word that sums up today: Tired.

Tsk tsk. NAFA(?) is coming soon. I need to buy jogging shoes to start training my stamina.

GG for 2.4 km ~_~

Now is the time i wish money will fall from the sky, with my allowance cut because i have no school on fridays, i think i need to fast everyday in school to buy what i want.

Oh OH OHHH! I just remembered that my egg sandwich is still in my bag!!!!!!!!

2008-05-05T10:38:00.002+08:00

LOL

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20080505/tap-345582-231650b.html

Was damn surprised to see Dunman Secondary School near the end of the news.

Don't even ask me why i surfed for news like that.

2008-05-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

Saw a les couple while bus-ing back home just now.
They were sitting opposite of us. There were a few times they start kissing each other. Not too hard though.
Les couples are more open about their relationship than gay couples here.

Sis made me laugh because she was clearly disappointed that the couples that sat opposite us were not gay couple.

My mum asked me why was i doing homework last minute.

Tsk tsk. That's not last minute, that's called "procrastination".

明日は日本の子供の日です！
子供になりたいよ！

2008-05-03T22:16:00.006+08:00

Quiz time!

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.

You are not too sure what your place in the world is yet. You often feel invisible in a crowd.

Your gift is having good ears. You are naturally musical, and you pick up foreign languages easily.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

Your Love is Based on Affection

Your need for love is very primal and basic. You can't imagine living without love.

And for you, love is something that's best expressed through touch.

You're always up for a hug or a cuddle. And you feel a bit rejected when you don't get enough affection.

Whether you're sharing a blanket or sharing an order of fries, you thrive when you're close to the person you love.

Why your love can last: You express your love freely and frequently

Why your love can fail: You can come off as clingy, and this freaks people out

What Is Your Love Based On?

You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy

Not that you'd want to anyway!

You're incredibly loyal and honest...

Definitely not the cheating kind.

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.

For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.

However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.

Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.

You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.

Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.

However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!

Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.

You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!

You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse.

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

Tsk. I'm proud to be born in the year of Snake yo.

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow

You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer

A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.

Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done

You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.

From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

Holy! I've made the right choice!!! LMAO!

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.

Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.

Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.

No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

There! The end of my quiz craze (for now).

2008-05-03T16:02:00.002+08:00

Song: BELIEVER
by: meth.

Today is just a typical Saturday afternoon for me. I lazed around a lot while me and sis cleaned out the hamsters' cages, mainly because my nose decided to be an ass and started itching and i can't stop sneezing. Even up to this moment, my nose is still feeling very uncomfortable. In addition to my nose's condition, my right eye started itching and tearing.

So there are some changes made officially to the hamsters' arrangement.
There were actually a total of 4 cages. We moved Kiki to Kira's cage after Zou had passed on so that these 2 oldies can have each other as companions. And earlier this week, Yuki decided that she couldn't stand seeing Yuko in the same cage and started attacking her for no reason, so we moved Yuko to live with Yuya.
I felt bad about separating Yuko because Yuko and Yumi are actually quite close, but i guess it can't be help.

In short, we have now 3 cages instead of 4 and the number of hamsters in each cage is like this: 2-0-2-2.

Lol, this number looks like some 4D betting number. Anyone up for it?
Me? Ahh...i don't gamble =D
Then why do you think i spend every Chinese New Year's celebration in my grandma's house looking at my cousins and sis play Majong and Black Jack?
Black Jack gets boring after a while and i have totally forgotten how to play Majong even though i have learnt it for like 3 times?

Tsk tsk. I'm hopless in things like that =3

2008-05-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

Ishii Tatsuya!!!
Need to listen to him more, but i heard that his stuff is hard to find x_x

Wee.
Nothing much happened today.
I'm thinking of changing my blog. Either to another URL or move to LJ altogether.
I'm laughing at my current blogger URL.
It's so not me. xD
I'm ok~ with cheese. Not a fanatic or whatsoever.
People think i'm a cheese freak. =P
But i'm really lazy to move! And i won't want to delete this blog. All my memories- good, bad, serious, emo, crazy times are here.

Speaking of new blog, i think i might need to change my layout soon. LOL.
I realised i can't stick to a single layout long enough.
But i do not have enough inspirations to create a new header. And doing headers with no inspirations drains me a lot.

*random*
Oh yes, i need to change my desktop picture too xD
My current one looks too....plain?

2008-05-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Song: Believe
by: Folder 5

Lols. I'm putting all the songs i have on shuffle again. It sort of surprises me the kind of song i used to love/ still loves now. Happy, pop songs are no no for me but i guess this does not apply to One Piece's openings :)
They are really fun to listen.
I hate rap, but Thank You by Home Made Kazoku is really fun to rap with. Esp the parts where i messed up just to catch up with them xD

Anway, came back at around 9+ from Plaza Singapura.
Iron Man was quite ok i think. The sound effects are a little too much for my poor ears, but i sort of like Iron Man. I think it's the mask that makes him cute. HAHAHA.

I'm not a movie person, because after every movie i watched, i'll just stone and keep quiet. Ate dinner at a near-by food court with the gang. I swear i've never ate so much for sooo long. I'm cutting down on the portions i'm eating now, so that Katsu Don was a little too much for me.
And the MSG they added into the food is TOO MUCH. I'm sooooooooooo thirsty that i need whole lot of water to quench the thirst, but my stomach is too bloated now to take in anymore water =\

Oh yea and i watched the Speed Racer (or something) trailer at the cinema. I almost burst out laughing when i saw Rain xD
For some reason, Rain makes me laugh xD

I'm soo not going to watch Speed Racer.
I'll watch Kung-Fu Panda!!! I watched the trailer with Sis on Gaia Online. Damn cute can!
I'm ironic. I don't like movies in general but i won't hesitate to watch animations in cinema xD

That being said, i still have a lot of fun with you guys today :)
Thank you!

2008-05-01T12:49:00.004+08:00

Song: Keishou no Izumi
by: Juka

*random*
Listening to Juka reminds me that he and I share the same birth date. q<

Ironman-ing with the gang later!
But will be sitting alone because of...erm, my stupidness :)
It's ok, i've watched movies alone before so i'm not really too bothered by it.
Just hope that there won't some weird people sitting beside me.

I'm seriously slacking ne?
Honestly i'm too lazy to write crap for the TRIF proposal. Think i will be sleeping darn late tonight. Well i'll be fine if i upload before 9am on Fri.

Seriously, i should stop blogging about my life so often.
Hah.
And seriously, i should catch up on my reading. Looks like people around me are avid readers and they put me to shame =(
Well, for starters, i should read books/ writers recommended by anis and nettie :)
Murakami Haruki huh?
Went to TP library early yesterday before my TRIF started just to find books from her and it turned out that TP has VERY poor collections of Murakami.
Maybe regional library would have fare better.

I should ask around for depressing book plots too. Biographies would be good. Chinese Cinderella made me cry like a tap. Think i finished the book in like 2 days?
Our lit books were rather good too, except that i don't like the idea of being tested on the books.

Clay Marble made me cry too but i had to do it secretly because i was in class =P

Basically i don't have extreme hate-ness for reading. I'm just picky about the books i read. Actually, one of the goals in my life is to read a chinese book/novel and a japanese one. Hahaha. If my japanese is good enough to understand what they are trying to say, that is.
My chinese is actually quite ok (i hope so) but if i don't do anything about it, i think it will start to "degrade" soon enough.
I think i got A1 for Chinese in O Levels ^^
But then again, the Chinese standard here is not really that high. Hahaha.
I can't spout idioms in every sentence I make. I only remember part of idioms, not the whole. lol.

So, my bottom line is, if i don't read more (no matter what kind of langauges), my command of English (and hence, i'm trying very hard not to put Singlish on my blog unless i really wanted to create some dramatic effect), Chinese and probably Japanese will fail like hell.
Oh, i haven't talk about my command of Cantonese eh?
That can't be help. I can't read Cantonese. I can only practice (or practise? I think it's the first one lol) it with my parents and aunt, and grandma. And watching more HK shows raw might help too. Haha.

Hmm so i think i can forget about picking up Thai from my dad. Just let him do all the communications if we ever go for holiday in Thailand.
I'm hopeless in my dialect, Fuzhou, because i have never hear people speaking in it before =3

2008-04-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

Song: Guren
by: the GazettE

The first thing i saw when i board bus 8 to TP just now was....Bibi, Anisah and Nethra!
Hahaha sorry guys, i forgot to tell you that my lecture was cancelled xP
And you all probably i was being a bad girl for skipping my lessons just now.

So there was a change of plans (sorry D:) and we went Tampines Mall for lunch instead.
To be honest, the set meal at Pizza Hut was the first proper lunch i had in days, probably weeks.
Walked around aimlessly after that and Bibi had to leave D:
We didn't really do anything much after that too but the girls' talk was good.
Sat down somewhere near the Customer Service at Century Square. It's pathetic actually, the Customer Service being located at the back of level 2.
Nevertheless we had a good talk and we even massaged each others <3

Went to Shop N Save because anis and nettie wanted to get something. For some reason, we talked about the different figures that girls have. Test-tube was definitely funny (the way anisah pointed out that test-tube is round at the bottom and the fact that nettie said the shape is based from the front of the person, not side).

Looked at cosmetics too. Holy, this is the first time i looked at such things with my girlfriends. All the other times were with my mum and sis.
It was around 4+ when we all decided to head back.

I really should start concentrating on my FILA you know....*procrastinating*

2008-04-29T11:10:00.003+08:00

Song: Hi no Ataru Sakamichi
by: Do As Infinity

No lecture today but going back to TP meeting Bibi, Anisah and Nethra for lunch later.
Sweet. So that actually means i only have 2 days of school this week :)
Lecture cancel on tue = no school on tues.
Thursday is public holiday and i have no school on Fridays :)
Damn slack can.

Anway i got bored and decide to "revise" on my singlish. lols. There are a lot of terms that i didn't know and i was laughing the whole way through xP

http://www.talkingcock.com/html/lexec.php?op=LexView&lexicon=lexicon&alpha=A&page=1

Wah piang eh, si beh funny xD

Sorry, got too carried away since i don't really use singlish to that extent so it amused me much when i read all those.

"ARROW
To delegate somebody to perform a task. Generally used only if the task is unpleasant or boring. Derives from the Army or civil service practice of stamping a tiny arrow next to the name of the person in official documents."

I got arrowed yesterday to be the Project Manager in TRIF =.=
I don't have a good feeling about that. lol.

2008-04-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

Song: Dress (Bloody Trinity Mix)
by: Buck-Tick

Thanks Zann for mentioning Trinity Blood, now i'm addicted to Dress all over again <3

ITPM ended early. Early enough to have a little more than 3 hours before TRIF starts. Since there was no TRIF lecture today, Amin, Shar and I took a...erm..."hiking adventure" of some sort. We took bus to SAFRA and then we began the "hike" under the scorching sun =.=
Reached our destination and we ate our lunch.

Something's wrong with me lately. I can't seem to have a proper meal. It's either i'm feeling too full or i'm done eating a few mouthfuls.
Anyway so after that we walked back all the way back to the bus-stop near Shar's house, then me and Amin took 8 back to school for my TRIF lessons and he, waited for Haris.

I don't really know what's happening to me lately, i feel tired EASILY.
Probably i've been sitting down too much and thinking my darn hardest for the FILA Chart. I suck at FILA Charts.

So the whole highlight of today:
Never under-estimate the powers of a woman's 6th sense. They are darn strong and spot-on ;)

2008-04-28T09:39:00.002+08:00

Damn.
My ITPM class is sure a slack one.
I love it though it's boring.

I think we (all the students from IMI/IND in that class) are the hardest working in the class out of so many courses.
Lmao.

The lecturer is also a slacker.
Well, at least she's not so fussy. Very easy-going :)

!!!
What am i doing here instead of completing the Project Scope?
Bye!

2008-04-26T22:07:00.004+08:00

Helpp.
I'm losing it.
First week of school and i'm getting stressed out.
I can't seem to find a single useful fact for Singapore Youth Olympic Games!
And the proposal is due NEXT FRIDAY.

*tears her hair out*

T_T

I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it. I'm losing it.

Gah!

Seems like only blogging is the only way for me to vent my frustration.
Erm correction. Blogging can only vent HALF of my frustrations.

And i'm tired.

心病需要心药医啊。。。。

Sighs

2008-04-26T14:03:00.004+08:00

Song: Mayaku ~Taiyou no Genkaku~
by: KISAKI PROJECT featuring Jui

Me clearing stuffs in the boxes that are lying around the house now.
Too many unwanted stuffs in them so we are thinking of donating the books we used to read. Those really lame stuffs that we used to love to read in primary school.

Judging from the number of boxes in house, i have a feeling that my neighbours thinks we are moving out. :)

Anyway, i put all my songs i have in my laptop on shuffle and i realised i still have songs back from my jpop fetish days.
SMAP and V6 ftw! Yay!
Today will going to be a long day.
I still have my hamsters' cageS to wash, which will probably take around 1 and 1/2 hours to 2 hours to do it.

And the floor is rather dirty, dusty.
Guess i'll have to mop it too. Blergh.

Now back to more arranging books and things like that. Hopefully i'll finish before 4. Hah.

2008-04-25T12:51:00.002+08:00

Song: TAO
by: Do As Infinity

No school of Fridays. Sweet =)

I'm supposed to wake up feeling mellow, happy, excited (for no reason at all) but i guess i ran out of happy pills today.
I was probably too optimistic and happy the few days before that i've completely used up the happy pills that is supposed to last me for a few more days.
(And this song is not helping me in any way to be happy lol)

Oh well, back to feeling emo for the day.

Not to mention i've still got the bloody FILA Chart to do. So far, i've managed to find fill in one row of fact, ideas, lessons learnt, action.
Only one row, mind you.

There's one thing i'm happy though.
I'm alone in the house.
But my father is coming home soon.

*Kicks McAfee. WOULD YOU PREEASE HURRY UP FINISH SCANNING??!!!*

Yea, i've run out of patience too.

2008-04-24T21:27:00.001+08:00

Lmao.
Was my previous entry that emo?
Now it seems like i'm giving everybody the impression that i'm gonna commit suicide or something =P

No no.
Everything's just fine :)

<3

2008-04-24T11:01:00.005+08:00

Thank you, my dear friends. I love you all.

My poly friends:

Thank you for making me believe there is such things as "We shouldn't discriminate people for what they are, what they have done"

My secondary friends (that few bunch of peeps, though i know you all might not read my blog: the only 2 from my class and my usual ELDDS gang):

Thank you for being with me at my darkest period of life. You all never fail to make me laugh.

And people @ JRU (though you might not read this):

Thank you very much! I have never laughed so much in my internet life before. You made my holidays interesting! Nice to get to know you all crazy bunch of people!

I LOVE YOUs.

2008-04-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

Song: gaze
by: the studs

Somehow, i was in a rather good mood today. The bus-stop was packed with people wanting to go home and i saw my bus 8 had already went off and so i decided to walk somemore to take 293.
Well maybe i wasn't in the mood to squeeze on the bus with so many people. Either that or i felt so light and happy that i decided to walk and enjoy the evening.
Buck-Tick's Tight Rope never fails to relax me =)

Life.
It's nothing but a journey but if you don't treasure what you have and be contented, you will still be unhappy when you die, even if you die having people caring about you and having all the luxuries in the world. I believe that even if Life throws a whole pile of shit to you but when you know how to be contented, you will still think you have led a happy life.
I strongly believe if it's your destiny whether you will die young, or old. In a freak accident, naturally or illness. So there's really no point in worrying if you will die the next day.

I was inspired by this part on Monday when Amin and Cavin were talking about their lives.
Well i can't say i'm happy with my life, but i think i'm quite contented with what i have. My childhood (in primary and secondary) days were not exactly full of happy memories. I had been bullied before. Not those where a gang surrounds you and whack you up, but by insults. They sort of degrade me until i felt i wasn't worth living. Why they did it, i totally have no idea why. My luck i guess.
That part plus the stress of having O'Levels on at that time, made me *ALMOST* committed suicide. Or i just wanted attention from parents because i couldn't communicate with them properly and i felt they didn't understand me.

Anyway since then i've come to terms with the "school bully part". I'll be lying to you if i said i already forgive them completely. I once really hoped they will get knock down by cars while crossing road, get trapped in their burning houses, get choked while eating, drinking, or even talking.
Fortunately (or unfortunately), all these things didn't happen to them before we all part our ways and i have not seen them since (and i'm quite thankful for it).
Deep down inside, i am hoping that they are getting their retribution for treating me this way :)
Hell yes i'm evil.
Probably this why, with all these happenings, i am so emo inside.

But i'm ironic. I don't know why.
I am emo but on the other hand, i have so much hope and love for my life. My view for Life is not so emo, really.
I'm emo, always thinking how Death can solve everything, but there are also a lot of times that i think Life is beautiful.

Ok, this whole chunk is getting cliche. I should stop before i regret putting up such optimistic self on my blog.

2008-04-22T13:53:00.007+08:00

Song: Psychedelizm
by: Plastic Tree

So i went to school today just for 1/2 hour worth of lecture, or "Fixed Resources Session" as TRIF lecturers claimed.
Accompanied Seri for a while and i went home.
Took 23 to Tampines Interchange and bought McFlurry!
And walked back home savouring my ice-cream. *loves*
And so i walked, walked and walked and i passed by the block where my grandmother and aunt used to live and i decided to went upstairs to see how their ex-home has been doing (They also used to live on the 9th storey like me!). Well, their ex-house has got a new paint. It's VERY green and a lot of potted plants outside along the corridor.

It's not obvious but Tampines Mall can be clearly seen from where i stand. Cameras always make the disance further than it really is.

I decided not to take the lift from the 6th storey so i walked down the stairs. I walked and walked and walked and i saw these burnt marks near the staircase landings.

And i'm reminded how we all used to go to my cousin's house (they also used next to this block) during Mid-Autumn Festival and all us children will happily light up our lanterns. Not those safe, electronic ones, mind you. It's those paper ones and you have to light up the candles, and put it inside and risk your paper lanterns getting lighted up by fire.
So when our lanterns caught fire, we will all get excited and the adults will come, throw the lanterns to a corner and put out the fire by stepping on it.
Well, if i remember correctly, this was the case.

In anycase, we are all now too old to be doing this kind of stuffs, so all these memories are really quite heart-warming for me.

And when i got back home, i got the urge to take out pictures of my really small self.
And to my horror, I FREAKING LOOK LIKE A BOY IN DRESS. DON'T LAUGH.

Hope you know which one is me x)
And that is my sis beside me.
Notice i'm holding a book in every picture? I don't know why but my mum told me i had a fetish for books when i was young and i DO remember waking up really early the next day just to flip the books my parents bought for us the day before.

I've got more pictures that looks worse than these. These are already what i consider the "cream of the crop".

Damn, i really looked like a boy if i didn't wear all those dresses.

2008-04-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

Song: Toremoro
by: Tackey & Tsubasa

I don't know what to expect from school anymore.

I feel like jumping out from my block.

9 storeys high.

It should be high enough for me to get killed.

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I'm probably tired.

I think i lost too much blood.

First day of school and i get it.

I can't concentrate on anything today.

Sickening pain.

At the rate i'm losing blood every month, it's a wonder that i won't suffer from anemia.

from Dictionary.com
anemia: Pathology. a quantitative deficiency of the hemoglobin, often accompanied by a reduced number of red blood cells and causing pallor, weakness, and breathlessness.

I feel weak and i'm breathless now. And i feel like vomitting.

And i fucking hate FILA charts. Who don't, right?

2008-04-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Song: Together Again
by: mink

Oh, did i tell you that sis bought the 3rd series of Twilight: eclipse?
xD
I can't bear to read that book =3
Wonder when book 4 is coming out.

Tomorrow!
First day of a new sem!
So far haven't found someone who will be in the same class as me yet.
I hope i can get along well with my new classmates.

12 am now!
Will go to sleep soon.
Waking up at 7 tomorrow =\

Good luck, my friends!

2008-04-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

Song: Sister
by: Vidoll

Happened to catch Xiaomao (name not given by me, although "Xiao" is there. NOTE: this "Xiao" is a different character from my "Xiao") strolling down the lane when i walked back home just now. So i took a picture of her and tried to pat her.

Oh boy, was she in a grumpy mood. She tried to scratch me and made a run for it =.=
But she still remembered her name when i called her.
I think she's angry at me and my sis for not feeding her anymore =(

Speaking of grumpy mood, i took my usual 93 bus to JAS today and the bus driver was sure in a grumpy mood. In my 35 mins of journey, i think he sounded his horn at cars more than 10 times.

Tsk tsk. Bad temper.

2008-04-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Song: Sakura (Dokushou)
by: Tomiko Van

I had Tomiko's Sakura on repeat on my mp3 while i was lying on my bed yesterday, waiting to fall asleep and i sort of ended up crying a little.
The ending part is always touching

"Saraba tomo yo mata
Kono basho de au
sakura maichiru michi no ue de."

Goodbye my friend
(We'll) Meet at this place again
Above (On) the road (where) Sakura dances.

My rough translation =\

Was rudely woken up by some ass-hole students wanting to collect stuffs for old folks' homes along the corridor at 9 am. =.=

"Good morning!"
"Good morning!"

I don't know who they were talking to. Was it us because they sounded very near. When there was no response, they started talking among themselves. They even managed to "communicate" with their fellow friends who were at the opposite block.

"Come out, come out more...Stop!'
"Turn around...look up!"
"We are at the opposite block...Hiiiii!!!!!"

That was roughly the conversation they had. Can't remember, was too fucked up to even care.
And i fell back asleep after they left.

2008-04-18T22:00:00.001+08:00

Song: Lovers
by: 12012

Today is the briefing for the new semester.
I wonder what will be brief on.
Meeting early for lunch!
Cools. Haven't seen Seri for a long time ^^
And we are not going to see each other for classes anymore.
That's sad. =(

Seriously, i'm not sure if next sem will be a good one.
Too many uncertainties.
But these things will make us stronger right?
*notice i'm feeling positive?*

2008-04-16T14:05:00.003+08:00

For some reason, i'm feeling this song now.

*sighs*
i love girugamesh.

Can't wait for their next release.

Too lazy to romanji the whole thing. Got a crack trying to type from the scans.

白いから白くいたいと言う
白いから何かを混ぜられる　
小さな器の水は過ぎ通り
静かにポツリと色が落ちた

やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
自らの首絞めつける

木々は冷たくそびえるビルに
見上げた時代は何を描く？

汚れた手で地に触れ
優しさ消え花が枯れた
心も無いその手で
罪も無い明日殺されて

やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界
やがて人は汚れて
人間（ヒト）が人間（ヒト）で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界

*命と引き替えに俺たちが欲しがったのは文明で何を写す？
私利私欲身勝手な争いで
流れたのは血じゃ無くて星の涙
地球が産まれて何十億年
時の比率だと数秒しか生きてないのに
俺達は取り返しがつかなくなってしまった
俺達は救いようもない存在
だけど唯一汚れなき愛を知った*

終わりは近いけれど
大丈夫愛せてる君を

*taken from a romaji lyrics =\ too lazy to go check up myself.

2008-04-15T13:31:00.002+08:00

Song: Isolation
by: Siva

I'm actually feeling fucked up now.

I can't access my music on IMEEM.
I can't log into Twitters.
I can't post on JRU.
JRU keep saying i'm a guest though i've already logged in. When i tried to post and hit the "Add Reply" button, it somehow logged me out and sees me as a guest.

What on earth is happening to my laptop? Or my internet connection? Or is it my browser settings?

The email i sent to IMEEM TOTALLY didn't help me. They told me to make sure i have the latest Flash player and what not. But that is NOT that case. I told them I COULDNT ACCESS the website, NOT the music.

pfft. I'm a total noob when it comes to stuff like this. I've even clear my cookies 2 times!
And now i have to adjust my MU settings again. GRRR.

2008-04-15T12:59:00.002+08:00

Song: Shiroi Ashiato
by: girugamesh

New yaoi anime series: Junjou Romantica.

http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/encyclopedia/anime.php?id=8922

Sakurai Takahiro (voice actor of Kanda) has a role in it!
Whoot!

Lols! Zann just called me to ask about JRock. Or is she trying to make me look at her new skin? xD
Nah no worries girl, i was blogging when you called me And i was just about to go and have a look at your blog xDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-04-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

Song: Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence
by: Sakamoto Ryuichi

Last week of the school holidays.
Last week of peace.
One more week before the start of chaos and mayhem. =\

Gotta enjoy the peace while i can!

2008-04-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

Song: Romance

by: Buck-Tick

-----------------------------------------KATAKANA------------------------------------------

Bah~ I'm too lazy to rewrite the pronunciation techniques. Basically they sound exactly the way like hiraganas (look for the hiragana label in the sidebar), but as you can see, the writing is different.

Hiraganas have more curves and rounds but Katakanas is more...straightforward? Like they have sharp ends....some even look like chinese words.

So why have Katakanas when they sound just like hiraganas?

They are used to represent foreign words, names and the likes.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Katakana

Because i'm lazy like that =P

For example Doresu.

It means Dress. Yes, that dress in english. They borrowed this word from English.

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So what's next for me after i learn japanese? My target will be Korean but i will have to see if i got the chance and time to learn it.

D-I-Y Korean without CD is pure hell. I tried to do it once. Truth to be told i wanted to learn Korean instead of Japanese but it's because of that failed D-I-Y that i D-I-Y Japanese instead. It was only after 2-3 years of D-I-Y that i finally got the chance to take Japanese lessons =\

--------------------------------------------KANJI--------------------------------------------

When i started D-I-Y-ing Japanese, i was most interested in the Kanji part because they look similar to Chinese but have totally different pronunciations so i started my quest to look for a website, books that will teach you how to pronounce Kanjis one by one.

But sadly i didn't manage to find one and i was baffled why there was none. I couldn't find the answer so i started building my knowledge of kanji by listening to songs and reading the lyrics.
It was only when i was in Sec 4 and when i stumbled across a Kanji "dictionary" in my tuition teacher's house.

I borrowed that dictinary from him and began to use it for my reference. And i found out why.

There were simply too many kanjis and for each kanjis, there are sometimes at least 2 pronunciations for it.

Now i understand why there's seldom any websites solely for kanjis. The webmaster must be real dedicated to the Japanese Language if he/she were to explain each and every word.

Anway, simply explaining, Kanjis have 2 categories of pronunciation:

Onyomi - chinese reading of Kanjis

Kunyomi - the japanese way of reading Kanjis

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Frankly, i think the best way to learn kanji is thorough music. And get yourself a Kanji dicttionary so you can check for the pronunciations when you are unsure of that kanji.

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So finally complete my "tutorial"!

Zann sort of reminded me about my Japanese tutorial.

So now...completed! :)

2008-04-13T21:49:00.007+08:00

Song: I'm broken baby
by: DEATHGAZE

Have the 93 bus drivers today getting too much kick from driving too fast on the expressway that they forget to look out for the changing traffic lights or not look for cars coming from the opposite direction? I was minding my own business when the bus came to an abrupt halt. Sudden and forceful enough to make passengers jerk forward and out of their seat, including yours truly.
Two freaking times.
But once is when i was going to JAS and the other time when i was heading back.
I think i must have got the same bus driver.
Can't believe i almost died 2 times in a day.

Anyway my sis's birthday today. Happy birthday xD
So instead of the actual plan of eating at Tampines Mall, she decided to at a coffeeshop downstairs because she wanted to watch Death Note 2 (don't really care for DN). So we had our meal, and went back home.
Once the lift opened its doors, we can all smell something burning and see some smoke. I didn't took much notice of it. "Probably some neighbour cooking or something" i thought. No one suspected anything until my sis opened the door.

And more smoke came out.

Turns out my dad forgot to swtich off the stove when they went out. =.=
This is what happened to it.

It's all charred underneath!!
The burnt smell was unbearable!!! My hamsters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lucky they were alright *phew*
We had to switch on the fan to drive the smoke out.
The living room was like....in a dreamy place. =.="

*sighs*
I was THIS close in getting myself killed in hands of reckless bus drivers 2 times in a day.
My hamsters were THIS close in getting suffocated by the smoke/smell.
My house was THIS close in catching fire.
I was THIS close in becoming a homeless girl =.=

Imagine if we went all the way to Tampines Mall. It would be few hours later by the time we come back and by the time we come back, we would have found ourselves no home to return too.
Probably puzzled why there were firemen, police (or even reporters) at our block when we reached the void deck.

Holy. I think we have earned enough Karmas because our house didn't catch fire.

2008-04-12T21:23:00.005+08:00

Mah Tyki Mikk <33

See a story there? That's the best i could arrange them =\

Aww, Kanda looks tooooo cute to be look angry while pointing his Mugen at Allen. Leenale tries to calm both down. Allen looks way too cute to be fighting with Kanda too :>

Mah Tyki is trying to sneak up to them but his evil plan is thwarted by Zann's Lavi-sama!!!

They all really look too cute to be dramatic xD

2008-04-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

Song: Uzumaku Yozora
by: doa

D.Gray-Man is going to start soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Half-Naked Kanda for the win!
Ah~i would prefer to think Kanda is being raped by Skin Bolic >.>
*grabs tissues and stuff to her nose*
Sis and i are going to scream right out, just as Zann predicted <3
But one thing i'm disappointed with though. Arts Central cut away the Kanda's Week. Mehhhh~

Zann is going to draw me a naked Lavi!! xD
*is guilty for corrupting a 12 year-old girl's mind*

Ahh~Can't wait for UVERworld's new single. Yea yea they DO have rap, but they sing too D:
And Takuya does have a nice voice *fangirls*
IT'S KANDA-KENA-RAPE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hopes Zou is happy wherever he is now*

2008-04-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

Bye bye Zou.

I cried lots.

Sad but happy. He was suffering.

Poor Kira. He's all alone in that cage now.

Fuck imeem. Down again D<

2008-04-10T14:29:00.003+08:00

Song: Sen no Yoru o Koete
by: Aqua Timez

Went back to TP just now, wanting to hand in the PSEA form but i have to go back again tomorrow because i FORGOT to let my parents sign it.
A waste of my time and money travelling to and fro.
Actually wanted to leave earlier in the morning since i woke up so bloody early but once i shut down my lappy, i felt tired and took a quick nap :P

Talk about the weather. I was complaining about the weather being hot and once i left the house. IT RAINED.
Freak weather huh.

*needs more Tackey & Tsubasa to lighten her mood*
Ah yes, i DO have my moment of JPop goodness ;)

Oh yes, the deadline for the submission of PSEA form is april 18, if you all are wondering.

2008-04-10T09:16:00.003+08:00

Actually woke up at 6+.
The weather did play a part in making me wake up earlier than usual.

But mostly i was thinking through stuffs.
And the fact that the air-con broke down reminded me very much about Tsubasa's problem too. His air-con broke down during summer and he had to sleep with the fan on and the next morning, his whole bedsheet is wet xD
I really laughed when i remembered it but lucky i managed to keep it down :D

Alright, it's mah hamsters' feeding time.

*i'm really worried about Zou's condition. I ever told him to go if he feels like it D:*

2008-04-09T23:13:00.010+08:00

Song: Den lille Havfrue
by: 9GOATS BLACK OUT

*is still waiting for Amin to send me the group pictures*

Seri couldn't come today D:

Miss you. D:

I think i might give people the impression that i wasn't happy today.
Well i'm sorry if you think i'm not happy. I hardly talk when i eat D:

So sorry guys :)

The talk about the army thing was damn freaking funny. Love it :)

Haha Cavin rushing to the attacking army using a knife alone. Oh man. I CAN imagine xD

And Cavin as Amin's superior;
Cavin: Come Amin, let's rush out together

Amin: Huh, don't want leh.

Cavin: This is an order!

2008-04-08T15:14:00.002+08:00

Song: Sorawasure
by: MUCC

Finally imeem is ok for me!!
Turns out that they were making some changes? But i think they should warn the users first.
Made me worried for nothing -_-

Man, i think i should get my lazy ass out of the house to go all the way to Kinokuniya in Bugis to buy the Part 3 of Twilight: Eclipse.
I didn't know that Twilight series is quite new in Singapore! So new that Eclipse cant be found in Popular yet. But according to my sis, her friend already had all 3 series because she bought it in Malaysia. The fourth series is coming out soon! Yayness!! :D

Somehow the second series was rather boring. Not that i hate Jacob or werewolves, but i thought it was quite random and a little pathetic the way Edward made his appearance close to the end of the story.

Anyways, i'm on a vampire binge recently. Other than reading, i've listened to quite a lot of Buck-Tick's Dress, fallen in love with Sakurai Atsushi all over again because he looks like a vampire, watched Buck-Tick's Live, re-watched Atsushi's Longnius movie which involves vampires and also re-watching Moon Child. HYDE as a vampire and speaking chinese cracks me up and the "yaoi" moment between HYDE and GACKT thrills me. Of course, i didnt forget that HYDE is already married at that time :)
Other than watching Moon Child for it's vampire plot, the sad, depressing plot also played a part in making me watch it again.

Why does BT's Dress remind me of vampires?
To me the music is quite slow, sad, slightly gothic. The whole rythm and tune just gives me this image: A lovelorn vampire in a big, richly carpeted room, with many windows in a moonlit night. The vampire sits by the window with the moon light streaming through it and next to him is a mirror. He sang and cried at the same time, pinning for his love. As the song ends, he tried in vain to kill himself by cutting his wrist (lols?) and could only watch as his blood spills all over, forming a thick pool of liquid.

Dress by Buck-Tick

2008-04-07T13:49:00.002+08:00

Inuyasha

Luffy

Ussopp

Yamaguchi can really draw x_X

They look so close to the real ones drawn by the animators/mangaka.
The voice actor of Inuyasha (Inuyasha) and Usopp (One Piece). And one of my favourite seiyuujins.

O yea, did i tell you that Usopp's birthday is on 1st April? Hahaha :)

2008-04-06T00:29:00.006+08:00

JRock Sex Scanal? o.O
Involving Danchou (vocalist) of Shinkou Shuukyou Gakudan NoGod?

http://community.livejournal.com/nogod_shinja/30072.html

Apparently, i'm not well-informed of such matters. Happened quite sometime ago in Feb? March?

Well personally i don't care a shit on what happens in their private life. At least i know that they ARE having a normal private life because Jrockers now are giving me a "all-work" attitude. Give this guys (yes, even Edison Chen) and girls a break, dont tell me only these people are doing it?

http://blog.livedoor.jp/dancho_nogod/archives/2008-02.html

もう誰も私の歌を聞きたくないと、
もう誰も私の言葉を受け止めたくないと、
もう誰も私を見たくないと、そう思いました。
消えてしまいたいと、何度も思いました。
でも、それでもまだ私の歌を待っている人が少なからずも居ると知り、私は自分のしてしまった行動を悔い改め、歌い続ける事を心から決意しました。

Sorry, no quality translation but it somehow means how he think no one wants to listen to him sing anymore, see anymore etc.

But lucky he thought things over and decided not to quit.
No matter what happens, i'll support him and NoGod; I don't give a damn if Danchou is good-looking; or hell ugly as shit. What matters is the song NoGod makes and how his voice suits them. Lucky Danchou is not quitting the band.
Ganbatte ne, Danchou!!

2008-04-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

Song: Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence
by: Maksim

Gosh, i'm soooo addicted to this song/ instrumental track right now. Maksim's one is damn good but the original one by Sakamoto Ryuichi is good too. It leans more towards the sad feel. The piano version of Ryuichi's is in the Leap Years soundtrack or so i've read.

Hmm...yea, i'm addicted to Ribena now :D
The red liquid reminds me so much of blood. *sighs* i must be thinking too much about vampires.

2008-04-01T23:06:00.005+08:00

Song: Period

by: Kirito

It's hard work trying to capture the "essence". Phew~
And I had way toooooooo much fun with the eyeliner. It wasn't that emo as seen in the first pic but my hand just itches and....... ^_^
My hair feels rough after all the hairspray, hair cream =x

Too bad the picture is blur. Think i held the camera too close. Should have hold on to the button to make it clearer D:

2008-03-31T22:01:00.003+08:00

Song: brand new ancient
by: UVERworld

Went to cut my hair today. I cut it a bit shorter than what i actually wanted so by the time school starts, i have the desired length nicely :)

Jacq said my hair is thick. I didn't realised how thick my hair was until i saw this and my previous length of hair barely touches my shoulder!

2008-03-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

Song: Gessekai
by: Buck-Tick

Due to length of my previous post, i totally forgot to put this in.

---------------------------------------SMALL 'TSU'-----------------------------------------

*note: both means "wait", just that they are in different forms. The one on your left is in "te-form", while the one on your right is in the dictionary form.

Notice the difference size of the 'tsu' circled in red? The one on our left is of smaller size, so we shall call it the small 'tsu'.
It doesn't really have a pronunciation of it own, as you can see from the romanji (english spelling of japanese words). It takes the first letter of word it comes before.
So how shall we go about pronouncing it then? Don't get confused by the romanji it takes after, it just basically means you give it a short pause before pronouncing the word after the small 'tsu'.

Like this: ma *short pause* te.

Yoshi. So how about this: Totte?
Ans: to *short pause* te

Katte?
Ans: ka *short pause* te.
^^ v

Gosh. I feel like some retard writing this entry =.=

2008-03-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

Song: Kono Tegami...
by: ALvino

Intrigued on how to pronounce japanese words when you come across one?
*note: i did not give pronunciations to all hiraganas here, due to my time limit.

----------------------------------HIRAGANA PART------------------------------------

*note: those in red are rarely used

The 'a' is being pronounced like the A in father. So as we go down the column, we'll pronounced the first letter followed by the A in father.
For eg, 'ka' will sound like the 'ka' in card, 'sa' will sound like the 'sa' in SARS...and so on and forth.

The 'i' will sound like the the 'e' letter in english.
The 'ki' will sound like the 'ki' in kid, 'shi' in shit, 'chi' like the cheat so on and forth.
*the 'gi' and 'ji' might be slightly confusing.
'gi' will sound like the word geek and 'ji' will sound something like gym.

The 'u' will sound like coop, the 'ku' sounding like cool, 'su' like susan.
'tsu' is the hardest to describe because i think there's no english pronounced that sounds close to it. In chinese, the closest i can think is 'zi' the first sound. Like: 资.
Try putting your teeth together, push your tongue against the teeth and make a sound. 'tsu' will sound something like that. Haha. Sorry for the lack of information.
* to me, 'zu' and 'dsu' sounds the same. It sounds very much like zoo.

On the other hand, 'e' sounds like the 'e' from eh.
'ke' like cat, 'se' like send, 'te' in tend and so on.

While 'o' will sound the same as the o in the english letter.
'ko' will sound like code, 'so' like sold, 'to' like told, so on and forth.
*'wo' will sound like world.

On the 'o' column, 11th row, there's a letter that looks strangely like 'h'. It's pronounced like placing your tongue between your teeth and making a sound. Sounds like the 'm' in erm, for a lack of better example.

There are some exceptions to pronunciation and these exceptions happens when the hiragana becomes a particle.

Originally pronounced as 'ha' (like the hahaha). But when it becomes a particle, it becomes 'wa' (war).

The 'wa' is a particle which addresses the noun in front of it as the main topic. So 'watashi' (I) is the main topic. 'Desu' is just something to end the statement.

This 'he' (hey) will become 'e' (elephant) when it becomes a particle.

'e' is something like 'to'; I go to Japan.

If it's just a word, it's pronounced as 'wo' (world). When in particle mood. It sounds like 'o' just like the o in english letter.

This 'o' is a particle that addresses the noun in front of it as an object.

Well of course there are many more particles but i wont be touching on that =)
If you have noticed, the japanese language have a different way of phrasing their words. While English uses a noun-verb-object arrangement, japanese language uses a noun-object-verb arrangement.
Other languages like Korean also uses this same word arrangement.

Phew! Finally done on the hiragana part. For the next session, i think i might be touching on the katakana part. Don't worry, katakana is nothing new, they all have the same pronounciations as the hiragana, it's just that they have a different look/stroke as compared to the hiragana.

2008-03-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Song: Kiseki
by: alice nine

Got my earpiece.
Somehow going out even for short while drains my energy. By the time i came back home, i was feeling the urge to hit my pillow.

Anyways, after dinner, i decided to mix Coke Zero into my Yakult (original). The taste? Not bad though, i quite like the taste. It tasted mainly of Yakult, with a little bit of Coke Zero taste mix into it and of course, i can taste the gas too...the kind of feel when you opened a bottle of coke and drink madly. But the gas is not that strong cos i had the bottle opened couple days ago =)

The colour? Well, it depends on how much coke you add into it. Not sure how to describe but just let's say the beige from Yakult don't really mix well with the black from Coke...so the colour looks kind of weird, but it doesn't really bother me as long as i get to enjoy the taste ^^

Anyone interested in a "drinking" session with me? The kind of drinking session where we basically buy few kinds of drink and mix them together to drink.
Haha, i think that will really put our stomach to the test, right?

2008-03-27T17:55:00.004+08:00

Song: FUZZ
by: MUCC

It took me quite long to remember that i got the Loveless manga. My sis's friend didn't want it and so she GAVE it to my sis.
That being said, i only got the first volume of Loveless, in chinese though.
It doesn't matter if i don't understand some part of it (not that i can't read chinese, but somehow the words doesn't make sense to the story plot), seeing Soubi is enough to kill me.
Yes, he killed me more than Edward from Twilight.
Especially the scene where he pulled his hair up to cook. I distinctly remember that part from the anime...hahaha :)

As usual, nothing interesting happened so far.
Well, except for some events that made me confused and hesitant for a while.
It's all over though. Life's like that and i have to move on, despite the disappointment i've felt.
Don't really wished to talk about it since it's over.

Anyways, i've the urge to go out tomorrow to get myself a new pair of ear piece. Mine is spolit already!

*random: I want to know MUCC's thoughts behind their latest album, Shion! I'm surprised by their "new" sound! They have this some sort of Indian music influences in Shion, add in a little bit of trance? But Tatsuro's voice compliment all the songs perfectly so i have no complaints!

2008-03-26T13:47:00.003+08:00

Song: Lord's Prayer
by: Dio ~distraught overlord~

PHEW! Finally got this skin done. Haha.
Basically i spent quite a couple of days doing the skin design and the codings..and no, i didn't upgrade to the Blogger's new system of editing HTML.
That was one pain in the ass and i realised that it feels too much like doing customization for LiveJournal, except that LJ is more complicated.

Quite pleased with the overall results of this skin. I wanted to make it more emo like having lots of black and more blood but somehow i think this doesn't really suit Sanzo. He's not the kind to kill himself, let alone writing a final note to *ahem* friends. In short, he's not sentimental and he don't regard anyone as friends; he would like to think them as slaves. Haha.

One more month till school reopens! I'm gonna make full use of it by slacking at home!

*edit: it seems funny on how often i keep changing my blog skins. I just realised for the past 6 months, i've roughly changed it 3 times? Hoot!!

2008-03-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Really nothing to update...my life is just bored.

Anyone tried the new blogger yet? I'm thinking of upgrading to it but who knows what will happen.
I've studied the new blogger's new way of editing html for customizing the skin and while i understand how it works somehow, i dont think i'll be able to re-write all the codes from scratch.
Hah.

Speaking of the new blogger, i havent finish the header! I've ran out of inspiration for that header so i think it will be quite plain ~_~

Ja ne.

2008-03-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Song: yubisaki
by: meth.

Ahh....i forgot to add that the voice actor for Soubi in loveless is also the voice actor for Komui in D.Gray-Man, and also the voice actor of Shuuhei/Keigo (Ichigo's friend) in Bleach (and many others that i can't remember now), and this guy is Konishi Katsuyuki!! :)

Soubi's voice is something like Komui in serious mood but i think slightly deeper xD
No wonder Ritsuka is infatuated with him. Hah.

Anyway, here's a small part from Bleach's Soul Sonic festival in 2006 where the seiyuus from Bleach do live voice-over for a small part from the anime.

Paku Romi (voice actor for Hitsugaya the white haired boy) is freaking awesome. She's known to do voices for young boy characters. One of the character she did is Edward from Full Metal Alchemist. <3
!! And Konishi appeared around 4.53, voicing for Shuuhei and Fukuyama Jun (around 5.23) as well (one of my fav seiyuus too ^^)
Jun's doing the voice over Yumichika (naru-chan) and he's wearing the long sleeved shirt with a bow tied in front of him. CUTE!!!!!!!!

I FREAKING LOVE LIVE ANIME DRAMA!! :D

2008-03-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

....and i could not stand it anymore T.T

reading further would only make me wish i have someonelike Edward/Soubi T.T

HAIZ~

2008-03-18T22:06:00.006+08:00

Song: END IN TRAGEDY

by: ScReW

I think it's quite rare for me to pick up a book and read.

BUT I'M SO ABSORBED IN TWILIGHT BY STEPHENIE MEYER!!

It's a romance, sadly but at least it's not too lovey-dovey for my good. Ok, there were parts i couldn't stand it but the thing that kept me going is not the romance, rather it's the characters that kept me going, because it's a relationship between a human and a vampire =)

The descriptions of the vampire's family is good? For some reason, when the family (or rather the siblings) are described, the Noah Family from D.Gray-Man pops to my mind almost immediately, especially Skin Bolic. HAHAHA.

As for the main character vampire, Edward, i think of Soubi from Loveless (yaoi anime) because the author keep describing him as a "very pretty looking guy" and looking almost like a fake one.

*sighs* how i wished Soubi is a vampire and i'll willingly let him bite me xD

Ok, i side-tracked, but my mind was picturing Soubi as Edward the whole time i was reading it. The characteristics of Edward also resembles Soubi somewhat. Both are demanding and they like to 'order' their other half. Hahaha.
Since i'm half-way through the book, i dont really know what's gonna happened next, but my sis bought the 2nd part of the series and i read the back part and it seems like the story's got some fighting going on, so i'm looking real forward to the action scenes ^^

Anyway, i hope there's a second season to Loveless because there are a lot questions that are left unanswered and it doesn't hurt to see Soubi and Ritsuka being in close contact...WHOO! :D

2008-03-16T11:54:00.004+08:00

Song: Makka na Ito
by: Plastic Tree

Wasn't feeling well yesterday night so i didnt come online at all.
Besides, sis bought BUS GAMER manga back and i read it.
Another great work by Minekura Kazuya. And the author is a girl! Must support.
To yaoi lovers out there if you don't know already, Minekura Kazuya DO have yaoi influences in her work in one point or another, but it's not that explicit of course.
Her most famous work, might be the Saiyuki series which has already been turned into anime series.
But sadly the yaoi is quite subtle or none at all, considering that the anime is for the general mass.
Her another work, Wild Adapter (W.A) is quite interesting and i'm engrossed in the story plot =)
And the yaoi feel is more obvious than in Saiyuki ^^
But sadly, my sis went Kinokuniya to check yesterday, they haven't released the fifth edition of W.A.... =(

Anyway, here's the lyrics for Jungle P....i've been too lazy to romanzied it until yesterday. HAHA.
As usual, kanji first.

世界中の海を股にかけて行く
雄たけびあげて
心が晴れたら出発の合図を
響かせ行こう

定められた航路を抜けて
空と海の境目に
いま僕ら、漕ぎ出して行くのさ

暗い海の底に、息潛めるアドベンチャー
想像するだけで楽しくならないか

世界中の海を股にかけて行く
雄たけびあげて
心が晴れたら出発の合図を
響かせ行こう

船出の時の「あの気持ち」
ずっと忘れずにいたい
そうすれば
何も怖く無いから

今高鳴る鼓動、抑えずにTRIPしよう
シャイなハート達が刻む冒険のリズム

そこら中の宝をかっさらいながら
高笑いして
バカ騒ぎの宴飛ばしてゆけ
しぶきあげて

To all the kids in front of the TV
Life is adventurous
Be aware it’s dangerous
Who’s gonna be one of us
And a trip goes on because
We da pirate of the mass
To the west, to the east
Gotta find my way sail away
All the way to one piece

カラッポの胸に夢を詰め込んで
ツバサ広げて
吹き抜ける風に心を染めたなら
いざ進もう

そこら中の宝をかっさらいながら
高笑いして
バカ騒ぎの宴飛ばしてゆけ
しぶきあげて

幾千の海を股にかけて行け

sekaichuu no umi o mata ni kakete yuku
otakebi agete
kokoro ga haretara shuppatsu no aizu o
hibikase yukou

sadamerareta michi o nukete
sora to umi no sakaime ni
ima bokura kogidashite yukuno sa

kurai umi no soko ni ikihiso meru ADOBENCHAA
souzou suru dake de tanoshikunaranai ka

sekaichuu no umi o mata ni kakete yuku
otakebi agete
kokoro ga haretara shuppatsu no aizu o
hibikase yukou

funade no toki no [ano kimochi]
zutto wasurezuni itai
sou sureba
nani mo kowakunai kara

ima takanaru kodou osaezu ni TORIPPU shiyou
SHAI na HAATO tachi ga kizamu boken no RIZUMU

sokora chuu no dakara o kassarai nagara
taka waraishite
BAKA sawagi no utage tobashite yukes
hibuki agete

To all the kids in front of the TV
Life is adventurous
Be aware it’s dangerous
Who’s gonna be one of us
And a trip goes on because
We da pirate of the mass
To the west, to the east
Gotta find my way sail away
All the way to one piece

KARAPPO no mune ni yume o tsume konde
TSUBASA hirogete
fukinukeru kaze ni kokoro o sometanara
iza susumou

sokora chuu no dakara o kassarai nagara
taka waraishite
BAKA sawagi no utage tobashite yuke
shibuki agete

ikusen no umi o mata ni kakete yuke

2008-03-12T16:44:00.003+08:00

Some of Kanda's Week, a little segment after D.Gray-Man where they (usually) make fun of Kanda. xD

*note: Kanda addresses Allen as Moyashi (bean sprout)
Kanda's usual is soba xD

Kanda: Sorry, there's some mistake in the spelling (or something like that)
*points to name Allen Walker*
Kanda: This is read as Moyashi (bean sprout).

Allen tests Kanda for the names of staff in Black Order Asia branch! Hahaha. And Chomesuke showed up but both didnt have clue who she is because she is with Lavi and gang! xD

And this is the Kanda's Week 2 weeks ago, for episode 72, where Kanda FINALLY showed up after long time of MIA.
Translation:
Kanda- "I see a strong one" *dramatic pause*
Allen- *sigh* "So he is back...."
Kanda- "What!?"
Allen- "Ah It's nothing..." *sigh*
Kanda- "Hey!"

2008-03-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

Song: gaze
by: the studs

風邪をひきました。
とても寝むいんよ。

とにかく、One Piece の「Jungle P」の歌詞を見つけた！
嬉しいよ　^_^ｖ

Caught flu!
Going to take the medicine before going to bed.
On One Piece binge lately.
And i started to watch Bleach again.
Haiz~ As expected of Bleach, things are going to go bad first.
Ichigo is going to be out of action for sometime (as expected)
Now left Ishida and Renji?
O yea and Rukia.
Things not looking good for them also...and i also expected it.
Hahaha...gonna skip a few more epiodes before i start watching Bleach again and that means i wont be touching it even though the following episodes are coming out.
But things are going to be different for One Piece!
Yes, it's draggy (some arcs might be even more draggy than Bleach) but i feel the CONNECTION with One Piece.
Hahahaha and yes, i'm bias against One Piece. :)
One Piece may not have the best drawing around or the best kick-ass action but it definitely has the best comedy in all the animes i've ever watched :)
And the characters are all have insanely tough body. Eg. won't die even though a 10,000 degrees hot body is slammed to them. Just a slight injury.
Wohoo! I'm normally not a lover of hyper, adventurous sounding song BUT so far i LOVE all the openings for One Piece, and Jungle P is one of them so imagine my happiness when i found the lyrics for Jungle P.
But too bad the song is toooooooo short :(
It's highly addictive, the tune, the rhythm, lyrics...everything!

Ok, i'm damn tired now. Wasted all my energy sneezing.

じゃね！バイバイ！

2008-03-10T16:52:00.001+08:00

One Piece!

Chonging One Piece!!!

\(^_^)/

2008-03-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

Thanks to the uploading speed of IMEEM, i'm now waiting for the song to finish uploading IN THE DARK.
And i can't switch on the lights because my mum and sis are sleeping.

Grr the song seems to be hanging halfway.

But come to think of it, blogging in the dark is a nice and cool experience...like doing something openly yet secretive :)

WTF! The song is really hanging!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

Song: Chain Ring
by: MUCC

Nothing eventful happened today.

O yea, i think D.Gray-Man is really getting into me.
I dreamt of it yesterday night (again).
And i'm one of the Exorcist. Wee~
Aaand my weapon is sword. Same as the last time i dreamt about it.
And Allen was with me. Hah.
And the retard Akumas are all over us.
I think we won the fight.
Then i woke up. T_T
Then i realised it was 12 noon.

SADDDD~
I WANT TO COMPLETE THAT DREAM.
I WANT TO TALK TO ALLEN!!
I WANT TO MEET TYKI!!!

ok. end of my updates :)

2008-03-02T00:04:00.005+08:00

Song: Diamond
by: 12012

ANIME RANTS
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Finally things are GOING to get heated up in D.Gray-Man!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i've waited long enough for Kanda to step in.

SHOW THEM YOUR PROWESS, BOY!!!!

I've been wanting to ask where Kanda went all the while when Allen, Lavi and gang were struggling to fight those Akumas and survive at the same time.
Did he got horne his skills?
Or learn to improve his communication skills?

Nah, i doubt the second one since i read the manga and he's still as cold, sarcastic as ever, esp to Allen.

Anyway, that aside, now that Kanda has appeared, i'm getting more excited for the next episode of D.Gray-Man.

My Tyki Mikk!!! ♥ ♥
Why i like him:
-See how he tie his hair?
-He has sexy voice.
-Tyki Mikk is voiced by Toshiyuki Morikawa, who also voiced Naraku in Inuyasha, and Naraku is my favourite villian, ok, next to Tyki Mikk.

Hahaha sorry Zann, My favourite character in D.Gray-Man has got to be this guy:
Komui!!!!!!!

He is unpredictable, funny, witty, crazy, serious, oh-sexy-in-serious mood...
He's voiced by Konishi Katsuyuki and he happens to be one of m favourite seiyuujin too ♥

That's all for now...maybe i should one day blog about my favourtie seiyuujins (voice actors) and their roles

2008-03-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

Song: Dive to Blue

by: L'Arc~en~Ciel

L'Arc's 15th Anniversay. I think it was around 2 years ago?

Ahh~Dive to Blue in HYDE's deep voice is sexy too ♥

2008-02-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

Feel like taking the painkillers. =(
Actually i didnt want to take it last night, but i came down with a slight fever so i took it.

Now i'm tempted to take it again cos the pain is right down my throat. It hurts to even swallow my saliva, let alone drink water.
Strange eh? The place that actually hurts more is my throat, not my gums. Hahaha.

I can't breathe =(

not feeling good.
x_x

hope i'll feel better tomorrow.

2008-02-27T17:52:00.004+08:00

IT'S COMING

But i'm not going to take any pain killers
8)

ARRGGGGG
*faints*

2008-02-27T16:58:00.005+08:00

Song: Dirty Faith

by: Nega

Just came back from the dentist.

One wisdom tooth gone! And I feel more stupid. Heh.

I believe the red parts are pieces of my gum. Well, tried to wash them off but they were stuck firmly to my tooth, not wanting to budge off.
*Shrugs* Oh well....

Decided to keep it because of the hassle that the dentist went through and the amount of struggle i put up just so that it would come off.

I think i requested too many jabs. Now instead of my lower right jaw feeling numb, the whole of my right face (below the eyes), including my ear are feeling numb....hohohoho.
And what i'm doing now? Waiting for the effect to wear off so that i can feel the REAL pain. Heh.

2008-02-25T23:52:00.008+08:00

WAHAHAHA! Finally found Kagrra,'s visual style in their early days! INTERESTING! If i never listen to them before, i'll never in my life guess the type of music style they are in because they looked aggressive!!

Red hair: Akiya (Guitar)
Sitting down/Princess: Isshi (Vocal)
Blond/At the back: Shin (Guitar/Koto)
In red, purple piece/ looking dorky: Nao (Bass)
Hair tied up/ high collar/ looking like a vampire: Izumi (Drums)

X.x
They looked damn cute can??!

Ok, this is their style after major, i think this was taken 1 year ago? Looks like their style set for Utakata single.

Left to Right: Nao, Shin, Isshi, Izumi, Akiya

Kagrra, ♥

2008-02-24T15:09:00.003+08:00

Song: DEAREST
by: deathgaze

I wonder how would people react if they found out i smoke?
I really wanted to get wasted in one part of my life or another but i remembered a promise i made to a random stranger.
That i wont touch cigarattes.
O well, gotta to stick with that promist, aren't i?
It's a challenge to stick to what you promised to.
Besides, if i were to smoke and my parents found out, i think my dad would break my hands, throw me out of the house before disowning me.

But then again, i do really respect those smokers who can quit.
There are some people who wanted to quit but didn't because they said they can't. Well when my dad said quit, he threw all his cigarattes away in the bin at once and never whined about addictions coming back.
Well, that was before we were born, of course.

2008-02-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

Song: orion
by: SID

My mind is blank now.
Can't think of what to write.
Let's see.
Went for lunch at Century with Anisah and Yi Lin today because Yi Lin is going back to Australia tomorrow for her studies.
All the best! Good Luck!
Then went to Sim Lim to meet the gang (minus Haris, Seri, Fie).
Check if my laptop can upgrade its RAM.
Didn't upgrade in the end cos i need to think about the warranty issue and if i should upgrade to 2 GB instead of 1.
The rest wanted go play pool but i decided to back out because i was damn tired.
Got no idea why i was tired.
Just wanted go back home and stone.
Took 23 and changed to 8.
Bought dinner back.
Watched some tv program (yes i do occasionally watch them).
Shower.
Switched on laptop.
And re-watch I Want to Love You Tender MTV.
Laughed like some deranged ass.
My mum came to see what i was laughing about.
Watched a bit with me.
Didn't found it funny cos she said she grew up in that era.
Watched the parady and laughed some more.

That's all i guess. Gonna watch anime later. Then go sleep.
Oh, i'm think SID's latest album is pretty good.

Speaking of SID, i'm reminded of girugamesh.
Gosh, my latest addiction.
Watched some random extra footages (dont know from which dvd)
Everyone is soooo funny and cute ^^
And Satoshi was stuck in the toilet backstage.
I wonder which country they went that time...Germany?
Can see the ang mohs coming back with the keys to unlock but with no luck.
That was one hilarious part.
I can imagine Satoshi getting paranoid to get out.
And girugamesh looks cute without makeup.
Ryo's eyes are bloody tiny and small.
I wonder if he can see things clearly.
Satoshi looks cute as usual.
I LOVE his voice.
Especially his singing voice. <3333333333
Nii looks shy! I dont know why but he looks shy!!
And Shuu is nowhere to be seen.

OK i'm ranting on!!!!!!!!!
Yappari, i'm gonna stick with JRock with a little while more ne?
Pop still gives me the shivers.

Thanks to my cousin huh, i'm getting my interest in Korean language back a little.
So went to listen to the ending theme of Black Blood Brothers (anime) and yes, IT'S A KOREAN SONG.
Tried to sing with her.
Damn happy i can still recognise some letters.
Especially when the parts you have to curl and roll your tongue.
I CAN DO IT!!!!!
WHHHOOT.
But not as skilled though.
Then i remember i got Jang Na Ra's cd.
I bought it before the whole SG became really crazy with Korea.
Shall gave it a listen to practise what i know.
Do you believe i have BoA's CD??????????
But it's in Korean.
I can't believe i bought her CD.
No she's not bad, but i think her songs are not for me.

But i guess i'll be more comfortable in japanese.
Because i think it's more fun when you can rap along with the songs in japanese.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Ok, i'm still not into rap, hip-hop.

And i'm still ranting on.
And i dont know why.

And my sis and mum wants to sleep!!!!!!
*sighs*
I'm so full now.
I dont think i can sleep.
*random* Why is SID sounding a bit like pop? SO HAPPY.
*shivers*
Ok.
The end.
Logging out.
Why did i write so long?
I also dont know.
I dont write for people's sake.
I want to write FOR MYSELF.
I think from now on, i'll write totally things that are meaningful to me only.
Try ar.
Ok?

今日は楽しかった。
姉ちゃんばか。
お休み。

2008-02-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i feel so tired. Probably the after-effects of the projects are taking a toll on me now.

phew~

excuse me while i enjoy my time sitting in front of the laptop stoning and doing nothing.

chuu~

2008-02-21T01:37:00.004+08:00

Song: JOHN
by: LM.C

LM.C is the HAPPIEST sounding rock band in my playlist. I'm quite amazed how i put up with them....but i guess everything has its own exception ^^
For once, i think i'm glad i have them because it is impossible not to laugh when you hear them, or see their PV and considering that Maya & Aiji has hit their 30s. Ok, not Maya. I think he's close to 29? And mind you, their PV is bloody CUTE and COLOURFUL. Seeing Maya acting cute makes me go WTF? and ROFL.
But well, in the end i rather enjoy their songs a lot.
And i can't still quite believe these boys are in the happy/ cute look. Especially Aiji. Before Pierrot disbanded and when he was with Kirito and all, he looked that kind of big brother / Pierrot's manager look.
But after joining LM.C, he seems to have caught the craziness from Maya, who i think caught his craziness from Miyavi, since Maya was Miyavi's guitarist before.

Seeing Aiji looking cute with Maya still amuses me a lot.

hahaha.

2008-02-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

YEA. THE FUCKING SWEN IS OVER.

Let me take pleasure in saying this for one last time.

FUCKING SOFTWARE ENGINEERING, SWEN, IS FINALLY FUCKING OVER.

NO MORE SEEING THE DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
\,,,/ *headbangs* \,,,/

And now, back to chionging DBMM report.

2008-02-18T23:29:00.007+08:00

Song: brilliancy
by: Juka

Chalet last weekend with family members never seemed more fun though i didn't really take part in their 'activities'.

I dont think my cousin will be too horrified that i put her sleeping pose up (well, if you do just tell me haha). So while the rest are enjoying their majong session outside, i spent my own private time happily in one of the rooms blasting my songs. One room to myself on a huge bed. What's there not to like? And plus, the bed and pillows are so comfy that i wished it was mine.

Came back home on Sunday morning and went to school in the afternoon and realised some of us were there as well. Stayed till 10+

*gasp* WHERE THE HELL IS THE LIFT??????????????????

2008-02-18T15:07:00.001+08:00

Now in the middle of MMP2 presentation.

Going to have an update soon!

:D

2008-02-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Somehow i can't resist hamsters looking like this when they sleep so i took a picture of Yuki. And that was before i banged the cage to take my hand out and that promptly woke her up.

Taken a long time ago, during CMSK4? (The one with Gwen). Pretty eh? I think somehow it hit us that we all have our laptops with us. The good old days~

Colourful plushies eh? Taken at Escape Theme Park. Well, i didn't go there for fun. More for school work, INMM (argh) but in the end i didn't use it and found it a waste to delete them away. ^^

And lastly, a rare (ok, not so rare) picture of myself taken on Friday. The second day of New Year. I was tempted to paint my nails black but oh well, since i have to shake hands with my grandmother, and she MIGHT see it, so i decided to forget it.

2008-02-10T12:58:00.000+08:00

Song: Maiden
by: Metis Gretel

HAIZ~ Metis Gretel = another band disbanding.
"Just as their music is getting great". How true....

Anyways i really don't have the mood to blog about CNY. Because most of the time, i'm thinking about projects, CDS script, rewritting it, how to find time to rehearse. All these by next friday, which means i only have 5 more days left.
Not to mention i can't stay all the way to 6 since i got something on Friday night.
AND SWEN RESEARCH. die.

Even as i'm blogging, i'm thinking about my work. No mood la. Think i'm going to do some actual work. Whether i like it or not.

Speaking about CNY, it seems like i dont even almost care about the dress code. I almost wore clothes with skull prints, and wanted to wear braclet with skulls on it if my mum and grandma wasn't so objective to things like that.
I've wore almost all black last year and the feeling was great because people all around you were wearing bright happy colours except for myself. Hahaha. Cool.

2008-02-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

Song: CALM ENVY

by: the GazettE

JRock Rambles.

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Took me long to blog this.

Ever since i've watched the PV for Over...by 12012, I will sometimes think that the vocalist for the GazettE is Wataru. I didn't believe the internet saying how Wataru resembles Ruki in that PV at first but after watching it, i began to believe it totally.

Throughout the whole PV i keep seeing Ruki, Ruki, Ruki instead of Wataru. lols.

And ever since that PV, i keep having this thought if Ruki and Wataru are brothers.

If i'm not wrong, Wataru is older than Ruki and Ruki DOES have an older brother. ^^

Wataru

Ruki

Well, just to prove my point :D

2008-02-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Song: フッフー
by: ムニムニ

Totally fascinated by ムニムニ (munimuni). I read off somewhere that their songs belong to oldschool goth / death rock.
Quite a unique sound i must say. They do have some screaming here and there BUT i assure you it's not even aggressive. Theirs is nothing if you compare them with girugamesh/Nega or whichever thousands of VK indie bands out there.

Their sound....is hard to describe. A lot of funny sounds (made mostly by guitars) and the vocalist ( Mantenrou Kamui) don't sing normally. Having their songs on repeat can make me enter some trance. lols.
I must agree, munimuni is not for everyone because their sound is damn weird. Whoot! I like bands that dont stick to conventional sounds. Off from their Magaru Sekai (not really sure of the kanji reading) mini-album, i thought パワー (Pawaa) is damn cute.
Aiya...really don't know how to describe them! Kamui don't really scream, nor sing. Hahahha. But the music is sort of quite addictive.

If i were really to describe them, hmm...let's say if my mum wear to hear them, she would ask: "What kind of song is that? A bunch of ghosts howling?"

*off to find more songs by them*

2008-02-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

Song: Dress (bloody trinity mix)

by: Buck-Tick

Emo-ed to two songs the whole day today.

And yes, i found out i can emo to R&B songs. I don't mean that i love R&B now. I was ok with them but that song just happens to have the perfect mood to sleep and emo at the same time. Hahaha.

Emo rock songs are still the best though :)

So after DBMM i went straight to level 6. Talk abit to Haris and went off to sit outside SWEN's lab to emo more.

Was feeling kind of lame while emo-ing so....

There were more but let's say my hands were to tired to hold in the same position and so the pictures turned out kinda ugly and blur. Hahaha.

Had subject survey for SWEN and i put 'strongly disagree' where it should be. The comments were also very negative and when they ask for any positive points i just put 'not applicable'. lols. Maybe the SWEN team should review on the subject and the way it's taught before more people die under it. :S

2008-02-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Song: SILENT ~niji no kiseki~
by: Kisaki Project (featuring Jui)

Lost my temper again today. Not a good feeling. Somehow the anger just erupt and i start raising my voice.
Haiz~i think it's a little improvement as compared from the past. At least i didn't start screaming and hollering and banging and throwing stuffs, slamming the doors etc.

Hell, i NEED an anger management class.

If i'm alright/ feeling fine. I AM an angel. *coughs*
If i'm not. Heh. Get ready for hell.
But i rarely lose my temper in the public. The most is i'll throw stuffs or bang things real hard. I won't start hollering.

GG.

2008-02-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

Song: Himitsu
by: Kagrra,

To continue off from where i left yesterday....

Kaya

Hizaki

Mana

LOLs. I'm a little slow. Now I finally see why they wear choker around their neck. To hide their Adam's Apple. Hahaha.
Gotta salute them. Look at their shoes.
Those lolita shops here don't sell these kind of high shoes. Aww man. :(
Well, if they were selling, it'll prolly gonna cost at least $200. Prolly more if you are buying off from Mana's label.

Phew. Finally feel better. Oh yea. I FINALLY found someone who has the same brithdate as me and he is: Juka!!!!!!!!!
But the sad news is that he is taking a break to cure his lung/throat illness. Aww man! And i one of my New Year's resolution is to listen to more Juka so i can fall in love with him....and this had to happen!
Goodness know when he will be resuming his activities. Hope he gets well soon! :(

Kaes, it's anime time on Channel U! Full Metal Alchemist <3

2008-02-02T00:06:00.001+08:00

Song: Season's Call
by: HYDE

WARNING:
I don't think you will be interested to read this. Need to get my thoughts off and i can't find a place to ramble other than here. Well, this IS my blog after all and i have the right to write what i want.

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A girl? A guy?
Since the name kena chop off, i can't really confirm my hunch but after doing some searching on Matenrou Opera's official site, there's this high possibility it's a guy.
Apparently, he and one other has left the band (and have been replaced by other people), no wonder i couldn't find their names on the profile page.

*sighs* Will just look at his eyes? MUCH MORE PRETTIER THAN GIRLS' ONES CAN.
Even the face too. New Indie VK bands nowadays seems to have surpassed those Indie VK bands few years before. At least i can differentiate if they are guys even if they dress something like that but now, i can't convince my mind that it's a guy i'm staring straight into although i bloody know well it's a guy.

If you think this Hero here looks like a girl. Then i think you are so damn wrong. Compared to the one above....I THINK THIS ONE IS SO DAMN BLOODY OBVIOUS IT'S A GUY.

I haven't post pictures of Hizaki / Kaya or Mana (cross-dressing) yet right? Well i think Mana might have a give-away because he looks plain weird trying to look like a girl. Haha. I think Kaya looks the best out of the three.
Did i mention i spotted Hizaki wearing a bra for his latest single's photoshoot? lols.

Now, that's what i call Underground Fashion. Hahahaha. And i bloody love that. Guys with too muscular body just dont attract me AT ALL.
hehehehe. FREAK OUT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2008-01-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

Song: Yell
by: Kra

Upgraded to the Mio plan yesterday and that means that i'm not going to close my wireless modem the whole day. Well except when we go off to sleep. It will remain switched off till someone, who wakes up the earliest, switch it on.
This also means that, if there's any emergency during the period of time when we are all sleeping, there is absolutely no way of informing us UNLESS someone comes up to our door and bang it real hard. Hard and loud enough to make us thing our house is on fire. lol. GG

Haiz~totally have no idea what to write in my log-book. What we did last friday seemed like last month and i can't really remember what i thought of our skit. To make matters worse, my eyelids are feeling damn heavy now and i can't focus =\

...and wiping the oil from goreng pisang using the plastic bag which the pisang was in never looked grossier and your imagination can really run wild, especially if it's yong han doing it. Plus the oil at the bottom of the bag....i'm sure you can figure what i'm talking about. Haha.

Oh yea, the photo-taking booth near the bookshop is real good. It made me look damn good in the picture as compared to the ones i took in shops. ^^v

2008-01-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

Song: Yozora ni Saku Hana
by: Clavier

Don't feel well ~~today~~ yesterday.

GG for the SWEN presentation ~~tomorrow~~ later in the morning.
Damn tired now and i do feel like sleeping but for some reason i can't bring myself to sleep. Something's bothering me. But what?

Had fun today. Well at least i really felt happy in these past few days. Although we were all rushing for the fucking SWEN ppt and became tired/felt like shit after that, i felt really happy somehow.
But for now, i'm feeling even worse than how i felt in the afternoon. I'm feeling extreme fatigue, plus itchy nose and not forgetting tired, sore legs. BUT I JUST CAN'T GET MY BUTT OF THIS CHAIR AND TURN OFF MY LAPTOP. I got a feeling i'll die during SWEN if i just go off to sleep now.

*oh shucks. Sis just switched off the light in my room and she just gone off to sleep. Aww man! And i was thinking of going to bed the same time as her.*

Ok, ignore me. I don't even know what i'm trying to say because i'm having problems processing information, analysing logic with my brain now. Not forgetting to mention that i'm blasting some D'espairsRay into my ears.
O gawd i think this is one of the few times that i CAN sleep with people growling and heavy, crazy guitar riffs blasting into my ears. It's sort of nice....to the point of being hypnotic.
COOL HUH.

Appreciate every effort you made, Amin. Though i dont know the full story on what happened or how you are feeling now, but please don't ever scare us like that again.

2008-01-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Song: 7gatsu 8ka
by: the GazettE

The end of SWEN for me. But i'm not going to care. Haha.

Was really sleepy after the interview. I almost wanted to bash him up and didn't even bothered to thank him after the interview.

Some things have happened over the last 2 days but i've decided to let things go their way. No use fretting over it and getting stressed since i've got no control over it. I have done all i can and i think i'll just sit back and observe what will happen next. Wish him all the luck =)

Honestly, I'm tired.
Heh. I so want to go back to my secondary school persona.
It's so fun to bastard people and you only have to look out for yourself because it's a Dog-Eat-Dog world out there.

やがて人は汚れて
人は人で染められて
共に生きるこの星染めて
壊れていく世界

2008-01-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

Song: White Magic
by: Rosario

WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF YAOI, ZANN.
Hahaha =)

Reformatted my lappy yesterday and it was hard work. At the end of day, i almost died, flopped onto my bed and fell aslseep almost immediately.

I'm still in the process of downloading my programs back and i've ran out of things to say.

Laters~

2008-01-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

Song: Ain't Afraid to Die
by: Dir en Grey

Rushing my log book now. I've totally missed the previous 2 log books that was due and the result? Rushing 3 log books on the day before they are due. Aww man, i can't remember the details but i can vaguely remember what we did and my feelings for them.

And just when i thought i can stop going to school early on Friday to print my stuffs. I NEED MORE SLEEP.

Doing research in TP library for health related topics is totally useless. In the end i went home after just flipping through 4 books. Either that is the case or i'm just stupid.
Well at least i managed to find what i want on the net.

I'd just updated my mum about some things that has been going in school and she commented that teachers / lecturers nowadays have it easier. Haha. Blame SWEN for it.

2008-01-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Song: この世界に見放されても
by: 新興宗教楽団NoGoD

痛みを知っている。あなたは？

腹減った！！！！

2008-01-21T10:27:00.000+08:00

Flex lag my laptop.

It hanged TWO times while Rick was going through the drag and drop thing so i was really way behind after my laptop decided to be good.

So no point doing. SLACK! Hah. I can see trouble brewing ahead for my project =)

Anyway, went for my sec friends gathering on Saturday at Pizza Hut. Not bad, ALMOST everyone came except for HAZIRAH!
Nevermind, you can't come but it was qutie sad...dont feel that we are complete =(
Anyway we went to a playground to talk more after dinner and basically went back home. Simple but i guess we were qutie happy. Ok, except me and Anisah strayed because we were talking about anime. Haha. Sorry guys.

Anyone having problems with their IMEEM account? Like being able to log into someone else account all of a sudden? That's what happen to me. And it's not the first time it happened. Hahaha...quite fun because you feel like the Admin for IMEEM and yes, I CAN edit information in that account, but nah, i dont do that.
The first time it happened to me when i just signed up for IMEEM and i was still a noob. Sudden;y i found myself with another account name and with 96 songs and one playlist. I didn't like the songs cos i thought maybe IMEEM put it for me so i deleted the playlist and changed "my" name.
I almost deleted ALL the 96 songs there except that i dont know how to delete them so i leave it alone, thinking i'll find out how to delete them later and log off. It was only much later then i realised that the account was not mine. Haha! Can you believe what happened if i had found out the way to delete songs much sooner? muahahahhahahahahahahaaaaaa

Half an hour more to go before DBMM ends. lol.

2008-01-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

Song: endscape (album ver.)
by: UVERworld

**
be surprise to discover things about me~ hahaa :)
**

Seven Things That Scare You
1) cockroaches
2) interviews
3) losing all my songs
4) no internet
5) laptop breakdown
6) Losing loved ones
7) Pillai (lol)

~~Seven~~ Eight Things You Like the Most
1) music (JRock)
2) fwens :)
3) laptop
4) my mp3
5) emo songs
6) my guitars
7) rock / punk wear
8) my hamsters :)

Seven Important Things in your Room
1) laptop
2) my mp3
3) my bed
4) external hard drive
5) japanese textbook
6) guitars
7) tackey & tsubasa cd collection

Seven Random Facts About You
1) i've watched porn before
2) i eat bittergourd
3) i can't take too much meat. It'll scare me off
4) i've almost slit my wrist
5) i have 2 blankets on my bed
6) i like to throw my things around but always regret doing it
7) i baby-talk to my hamsters

Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
1) learn to cook like my dad
2) play an electic guitar / drums / bass
3) go more countries
4) bleach my hair
5) attend friends' weddings
6) Go to any JRock concerts
7) own a cat?

Seven Things You Can Do
1) procrastinate
2) eat
3) sleep
4) whack cockroaches
5) headbang
6) be a drama mama
7) strumming randomly on my guitar

Seven Things You Can’t Do
1) codings
2) sewing
3) starting on more than 2 projects at once
4) scold / curse in japanese like a pro
5) juggle
6) sms really quickly
7) scream like those JRockers do in their songs

Seven Things That Attract You to the Opposite Sex
1) hair style
2) eyes
3) their manners
4) dressing
5) attitude
6) possibly their hobbies
7) not smoking

Seven Things You SayWrite The Most
1) lol
2) thanks a lot (on LJ)
3) haha
4) no leh
5) halo
6) Fuck (when i'm alone)
7) shit

Seven Celebrity Crushes (lol probably more than 7)
1) IMAI TSUBASA
2) Everyone in Kagrra,
3) 12012: Wataru, Tooru
4) Vidoll: Jui, Tero, Rame
5) everyone in girugamesh
6) HYDE (but urgh, he's married!!!)
7) the GazettE: Ruki, Reita

~~Seven~~ People You Want to Take this Test
1) Amin (TAKE THIS!! hahah i shall see it in your blog ^^)
2) Seri (i know you will honey)
3) Shar (do do do do do do :D)
4) all my sec school friends (if you did come and see this)
5) gladys (amuse me haha)
6) zann (let me get to know you better)
7) peiqi (spread this!!)
8) xiaowen (are you itching for this?)
9) Shafie (well, if you are free and you happen to come by here....)

2008-01-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Song: Hi no Hikari sae Todokanai Kono Basho de feat. SUGIZO
by: Miyavi and SUGIZO

lol. My Kowarete Iku Sekai track has hit 142 plays. I dont think that many people listen to it on my blog so i suspect some other people stole my embeded code and put it on their web space. Haha, not that i'm complaining, but i find it quite amusing to see the song i've uploaded has over 100 hits.

So basically i didnt hand in my MMP2 proposal today. Quite relieved that we got until tmr to hand in. DBMM also tomorrow but i think i only got 2 pages to do so i think it's ok. :D
From now on, i think i'll just do my best. But i think a nervous breakdown can be avoided if i really do my work. I'm always in a state of denial so i think i really need to work that out somehow. I guess this is one of my New Year's resolution (and the year before too lol), and now the only challenge in DBMM is to figure out what the flex textbook is talking about. :D
(i'm sounding positive but i think my attitude may change after few weeks haha)

2008-01-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

Song: brand new ancient
by: UVERworld

Total forgot about UVERworld's album. LOL. Now in the progress of listening it. Not bad so far. With UVERworld's trademark of rapping in some parts of the songs.
Funny that i listen to UVERworld when i really hate rap. Although i dont really like the parts when TATSUYA raps but i think i like the singing part. And his voice is really nice =D

Hahaha i'm bascially not doing any work. I'm so frustrated with myself because i remember taking out my colour pencils so i can colour my animation, screen designs during DBMM lab but i just have to forget to put it in my bag. =.=
So i think i have to hand in the MMP2 proposal without any colours.

I'm hungry now because i didnt have any breakfast this morning =(
But i dont feel like eating because i havent finish my screen design yet. Hahaha. I think there a few slackers in the class with me in it.

Finally i realised something. I dont have to kill myself/ work so hard so that i can stay in league with those who are really crazy about their work and wont eat / sleep so that they can hand in a good quailty proposal on time. Not to offend anyone but i think i will be happier like this because i dont share the same thinking as them and i definietly dont want to lose sleep because of something so minor.

I guess i'm making it clear to lecturers that i'm not one of the good ones so dont expect any out-of-the-world work from me. Unless i have strong passion for it, of course.

2008-01-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

Song: Irodori no Sanka
by: Kagrra,

I want to sleep!!!!!! =(

Feel like finishing my proposal tomorrow. I really can't catch up with the Flex lessons so i think i'm going to finish it during the weekends.

I seriously dont care about the formative feedback. Can't be bothered.
As for now, i'm more interested in listening to UVERworld's latest album and Miyavi's latest single. And i haven't listen to Angelo's album yet.
Not only these, there are still other albums/singles waiting for me to listen to them!!

And i wanted to design my wallpaper. I was halfway through during the term break, but now i think i can't complete it anytime soon.
Haiz~

2008-01-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

Song: lime drops
by: Duel Jewel

dots....

slightly depressed. I'm sure most of us are.
Shall not go into what happened in DBMM today.

Feeling frustrated because my Device Central doesnt work and i guess i have to wait few more days before i can get the flash installation from cavin and re-install the whole thing.
I can foresee that i'm going to lag very back in MMP2.

haiz~

forget it, i dont think i can post what i have just wrote. I dont want any lecturer to come up and ask me if i am ok.
It's not anyone's fault. It's my fault for being so stupid. And having a lousy memory.

Gonna really start on my proposal if i dont want to have a nervous breakdown on wednesday night.

2008-01-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

warning: JRock ramblings

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*sighs*
I think a career in playing bands should be regarded as "hazardous jobs".

I just read that Tora (Gt) from alice nine is suffering from a chronic illness, spinal disk hernia and he can't feel anything from his neck down to his left hand.
And the worst thing he plays the guitar. If he continue to manage more than he can, chances are, he will become paralyse.
So now, alice nine are not able to go on with their tour because of that condition. Hope Tora gets well soon =(

Well, i'm sure not only Tora faces such worrying health problem. Kyo (Dir en Grey) for example almost died. Not really sure if that is true but i read somewhere sometime back in 2001, he suffered from dunno what health problems and almost died from it. Luckily, he managed to fight back and he is now deaf in one ear. Then since from that experience, he made a song Ain't Afraid to Die. Somewhat haunting, that song, especially the children vocals in the background.

Of course there are unlucky ones and the classic example will be hide (X-Japan), although he didnt really died from medical problems. But it is still a loss to the JRock industry. Kami (Malice Mizer) also died from bleeding in the brain. =(
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God! What am i doing here instead of doing my presentation??

2008-01-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

Song: SHINE
by: 12012

Fell my hair in the morning at a salon which i used to frequent.
Not really happy with it 'cause what i wanted was a bit my way and what i got in the end was some "in-the-trend"hair.
I still prefer to go to my cousin's friend. Haiz~at least she's around my age. And i can really crap with her, demand unreasonable picky hairstyles from her xD
But she's not free =(
So had to settle with the one in salon. Not that they are lousy whatsoever, but we have generation gap and i think they don't really understand they kind of hairstyle.
But well, just endure this hair for few more months and i'll be off to see Jaq =)

Things with school are looking really bleak so far. SWEN just killed me. While i'm still trying to digest and come in terms with Problem PAckage 1, our Doctor threw us another problem package. Really, i think i'm gonna need MC from him.

Not to mention the project proposal for MMP2 and DBMM. All due next week. And not forgetting our monday and tuesday end on a relatively shitty timing.

ARGGG I DONT WANT TO GO FOR MY JAPANESE TEST TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
Takes me an hour and half to get there and other 1 1/2 hour to come back home. Haiz.
I've even lost the mood to study for it. In the end i found myself reading other chapters which we are going to study in March (if i'm going to continue, that is).

=3

On the bright side, Kagrra, just released their latest album ^^

2008-01-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Song: Together again
by: mink

one word - sian.

Seriously i can't foresee how i'm going to do my project, especially when i mixed up/ dont understand most of the codes i'm typing.

This calls for a miracle.

gg. Hah.

2008-01-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

Song: Shiroi Ashiato
by: girugamesh

girugamesh = ♥ ♥ ♥

They are heavy, BUT melodic. In a nice way, of course.
One thing i really love about heavy bands is that they make really emo songs. I really adore their latest album, especially Kowarete Iku Sekai (emo song of course), but i was really disappointed with that PV. The whole thing will look real nice if they show them play the song.

Ok, enough about that. School was ok today i guess.
As usual, SWEN was urrggghhh. Haven't really start my research yet. And we are supposed to share what we found with the rest tomorrow.

Didn't get to eat my lunch today. Not really in the mood to eat also. With SWEN and MMP2 after that fucking short 1 hour break, i dont think i can stomach the food. Besides if i eat too full, i'll end up falling asleep in SWEN class anyway.

Tomorrow is DBMM, SWEN and MMP2 AGAIN. from 9-6. Haha! Hope i can survive tomorrow.

2008-01-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Song: Meisou Honnou
by: Kagerou

Flex is lagging my laptop. It crashed on my just now when i tried to run the codes.
ARG!!!!!!!!
I think i hate monday. DBMM and MMP2 together is already a pain. And SWEN just have to squeeze its ass in between these two? Seriously man, what were the Admin people thinking? Think we are super? And SWEN is so demanding! Now it seems like all three subjects' dateline is on Monday. Spent the whole of Fri and today doing Flex and Flash tutorials. While i'm done going through Flash, i'm only half-way through Flex. And i've only done a little research on the stupid dunno-what-software-processing thing.
Not to mention i haven't think what i want to do for MMP2. I can't seem to think of what kind of application that suits the Health Promotion Board thingy. ARGG.
MMP2 proposal is due on week 3. That means we only have next week to do the proposal! And i have my japanese test next sunday too! And i have not even start studying for it.
But on the bright side, my japanese lessons are ending on the 13th. So hopefully i won't feel so hectic =)

Anyway, i'm REALLY feeling sorry for Tooru's face now. I think i'm going to change the header soon. Gah!

2008-01-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

Song: Chikyuu no naka de futarikkiri
by: doa

As I walked to the Student Development Center for my CDS this morning, taking the short cut from behind the IT school. As i was just about to cross the carpark, a taxi pulled up next to me and asked how to get to the Design School. The lady passenger seemed to be in a rush and since i was the only person there, the taxi driver asked me i would get on the taxi and showed them the way.
Of course i did and i got a "free ride" to Design School. I don't really mind since SDC is not really far away from there. The uncle was kind enough to ask me if i were late and offered to send me back to where he picked me up.

Aww...i feel happy to be able to help them. Aww =)

I feel the rush to complete whatever work i can at the moment, so i've finished typing out my group's short script and phew...next week CDS's work is done ^^

Happy happy happy.

Dorky Reita and Uruha ♥

Credits to someone i don't know =)

2008-01-04T09:39:00.000+08:00

In IT lab now...waiting for my CDS to start at 10.
Printed my log book and LOA form my sis and since i still have sometime left I decided to surf the IT website.
Yea, I have no life. =)
And to my horror, i discovered that our year is still being regarded as Year 1 in the eyes of TP.

Hahaha.
http://it-enjoy/
Click on Year 1 (IND)
Hahaha...my bad. That was the schoool intranet. =P

Hahahaha. Yes and i really have no life.
There! 5 mins have past, I can walk over to the Student Lounge now =)

2008-01-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

Song: Itoshii Hito (Beta de Suman.)-2006 ver-
by: Miyavi

Fuck the blogger. It just deleted my long post.

Too lazy to type again.
Going off to complete my log book for Understanding Theatre due this fri.

Fuck blogger. Waste my effort typing out all my thoughts.

2008-01-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

Song: Tasogare Resutoran
by: Merry

Livejournal = Blogger world of iMac

Stupid staffs of livejournal who kept changing the area for customizing your livejournal and i totally got lost trying to figure out how to change my layout. There was instructions telling me how to do it but pfft, they didn't update their instructions (because of the stupid changes that occur frequently) and in the end i had to work my way around myself.
And no, i'm not changing to livejournal. They have a complicated way of customizing your journals and the codes used are completely different from here as well. The first time i did my customization over at LJ, i almost died 'cause it took me dunno how many days figure what codes do what. The way LJ presents it's journal might be more pleasing and organised and there might be more features as compared to Blogger, but i think i like Blogger more. At least i dont have to choose S1 or S2 style, change the layout to Smooth Sailing or Flexible Squares (which i have no idea what they do) and etc.
So i think i'll just take other people's codes for now. I'm too lazy to even create my own header.

Anway, had strange and scary dreams last night. I dreamt i was in Hell's Kitchen (was it how it's named?) o.O
Except that it took place in my own kitchen and with some other people. OMG. I had no knowledge of cooking but somehow i found myself preparing some tonic soup and don't know what kind of fried rice. And i remembered i was saying "oh shit! Will i get scolded by that guy? What's going to happen now?" to myself.
Before that i had an even more scary dream. Shall not elaborate on that and no, it does not involve zombies, ghosts, gruesome human remains or vampires of any kind.
I think all these are better than that what i had dreamt =.=
Thinking of it still gives me the shudders now. Oh and to add, characters involved in that dream are all humans.

The last one was qutie cool...i cant really remember the details but i remembered something about Akumas (devils) chasing after someone i'm supposed to protect and me shouting "INNONCENCE, HATSUDO!!" before waking up. lols. D.Gray-Man is really getting into me =)